You must be the sweetest pea pie ever! Instead of scolding me about the $450, you even offer to lend your hands out to help me despite we being very poor now. Ya, sacrificing your army allowance helping the helpless me.

I know I shouldn't be picking or fussy about jobs. When the opportunity comes, I have to go and grab it. For my past 2 jobs, you're always encouraging me not to give up. Or is it that now you're in the army, I lost a pair of lending hands that's why I fell so hard? I know to many, this is just one lame excuse I make up to cover my wrong doing sins. But some things can't be forced you know?

My 'lending hands' left me for 2 weeks. One week is down, another more to go. I hope I can go through this battle again. Because you didn't leave me this long before. The first few nights when you went in, I cried helplessly to sleep. Having insomnia every night is a torture.

What I regretted most is those few days before you are enlisted, my nasty foul temper come finding me again. I know I treated you like mad shit when I shouldn't. Yet you still put up with me...

Now and then when I miss you terribly, I'll sit at the spot where we always settle down and have a stick. I guess the wall pillars there know I'm lonely. Be it day or night, the place there always carry an image of you and your scent. Sometimes tears just flow down unknowingly. I know you're still together with me, but the scene now seems to be I'm out of love, making myself look so dramatic and pathetic. Burr.. hate this feeling!

Just another 6 more daysssss to go. Cheers! ^^

Madeline.
13 December.
Enjoying the last year of teenage life.

xoxoxo

I strongly believe in, ЌαЯмά

善有善报，恶有恶报，
不是不报，时间未到 -
因果报应。

"What goes around comes around what goes up must come down."