I feel so damn cheated. The tickets passes are to some concert celebration, not the the deck of Marina Bay Sands. Urgh! I guess I won't be going. Like so waste of time.
Everybody is so into iPhone 4. What's more ladyboss won't be taking in stock for 3G's as its not selling anymore. So there goes my 3G's. Hurhur! So lan lan I think I'll also be getting iPhone 4.
Today come a new female colleague. She'll be fighting commission with me. Damn, I suddenly feel so stress. Is like one piece of meat sharing with another person. I hate it. Sorry, I'm just this selfish. I want it all for myself. Who will say money is little right?
"The simplest food always bring out the best flavour. Tasty food doesn't come from the seasoning, yet from the chef's heart." - Specially for the Chef Boyf. ♥
& I miss your butter rice. Fattening yet cannot resist it. The smell and flavour is still in my heart. What about coming along with a complimentary bowl of mushroom soup and a plate of medium rare ribeye steak? *Hint* *Hint* ;D
I flip my drawer and found a file. Inside contain my babies birth cert, working time table I drew out for boyf when he's at ABB, some paint work, Shatec results slip and the letter of agreement! I almost forget I've a son at boyf house. Been busy doting on Chub Chub and forgotten about Dou Dou. Its okay, boyf can do the job. Heeh!
The letter of agreement, some very funny thing which I did in the past. Make boyf to sign on it, punish him if he ever break the statement inside. BUT I NEVER PUNISH HIM BEFORE HOR! Now that you've change bikey, I hope you hadn't forget about the promises inside. Forget alrdy also nvm, for goodness sake go and dig out from your cupboard and read every single lines I've written on it again. I know you're reading this baby! :)
I really wanna know,
IF I'M A DAMN CB FUCKED UP GIRLF IN THE PAST?!?!
(I know this is very random. But I just wanna know the answer...)
xoxoxoxo
ITS WED TML! ♥♥
THIS WHOLE WEEK PASS SO DAMN SLOW. IM FINALLY MEETING BOYF AFTER A GOD DAMN 8 DAYS.
I'm a sore loser. I can't even tolerate for 8 days so don't ever talk about 14 days. Because we've nvr been apart for such a long time before. :(
Having a semi swollen right eye now. I guess tml will be worst and even bigger. I didn't peep at guys when they're in the toilet or watch A, SO WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE A SWOLLEN EYE?!?!?!
"Its been a week.. Baby, I need you to be in my comfort zone..."
Boyf ask if I want to buy a car now and get license at a later time cos he found a good deal. End up get nag by me. Hahaha! A 2 wheels baby we already have a hard time feeding. And now he wants to buy an extra pair of wheels. I think I better commit suiside and die. Even if we buy it, I won't be the one controlling the wheels. Sorry dear, I'm just to timid to go for it. I'm use to people bringing me wherever I wanna go since young. Not the other way round. :)
Today morning damn distracted during work. I did things which are not suppose to do and make a fool out of myself. Hope I won't repeat the same mistake again. Mind was floating elsewhere. I only smoke a stick after work and eat at 7pm for the whole day. Busy the whole day. 2 woman showtime tgt with lady boss. Yet I enjoy working with her. ♥♥
Should thank Sk polyc for the stress of paper work every single day that's why Im adapting fast at Tmart. And boyf for the constant pushing for not letting me quit the job. He knows I'll whine alot at first, but when I get use to it, I'll stop alrdy. Teehee! ^^
Adding on, Baby will be turning 20 in 2 months plus time. I think I should just give him $20 ang bao money for him to spend. Even Chubchub bday present is better than him. :D
I feel like chopping off another 3 inch of my hair.
"I don't want to be forgotten,
I wish to be forgiven." - Madeline.
I brought a pair of shoes, a pair of flats, 3 newborn clothes, facial cleanser, and chop off 2 inch of my hair on wed. Should have chop off more.. I'm going to let chubchub wear baby clothes instead of getting from babw. New born clothes looks more cuteee! Going to fluff her soon cos she've flatten alrdy. Making her a fat baby again. ^^
Those long texts I send you last 2 night, every word I type, I mean it. ♥♥
So I pass my bling bling tools kit to him so he can stick happily at home. We're currently working on a big project and gonna pump in alot of money for buying the crystals. Definately not on iPhone case, helmet or bike. Some confidential thing and inconvience to post it here. But we're sure to be happy with the outcome cos it will binggxzxz our eyes! =P
I'm going to pester him to stick a iPhone hardcover with my name on it. ;D
Its off day tml. Lonely w/o him. But alot of things to be done. I miss you. ♥♥
Specially for Baby Girl,
Autumn Chub Chub. ♥♥
Dear baby, mummie is working hard to give you a good life. Ever since daddie got a new bike, you didn't have a chance to sit on it till fri night I bring you down. I can't carry you like before when he's riding. Cos its too dangerous already. I don't want you to get hurt or dirty. I know you have a life in you. We created you specially on daddie birthday. You bring many smiles on our faces. You accompany me through lonely long nights. You see me crying so badly because of your daddie. You know all of my secrets. Because of you, I stay strong. You're always mummie favourite lil girl, the top piority in my life. Perhaps one day your daddie will leave me. But I know you won't neglect or abandon me. Everything gonna be fine when I have you. I'll make a name necklace specially for you on your 1st Birthday. Den we gonna shop for a birthday dress too. You'll be a pretty lil girl on your big day. Mummie promise you this. I love you, lil Chub Chub. ♥
Labels: For Autumn Chub Chub
Its late night now and just reach home not long ago. This 2 nights spending with boyf is superb! He got sack by his lj supervisor on fri night but just now in the afternoon he called and ask him to work on tue night. Lame! Spoil my good plan with him since my extra off is on tue. So lan lan I push it today.
We plan to cook for my family, camp over at ECP on tue night, Arab Street to buy bling bling. Now all cui already lor! I keep pestering him to quit his job on 15 Aug so we can spend more time tgt before his enlistment on 26 Aug. Perhaps till then we can plan again. So ltr we're going to Arab Street to buy more blings!
And next month pay confirm cui again since we have ALOT of payment to make. Baby caculate and most probably going to be $700. *Faint!* Just hope my commission will be good this month. ^^
I'm so tempted to make a necklace for my baby girl with her name ChubChub, and of cos one for myself too. Add up tgt gonna cost a bomb. *Faint!*
Why do I have a boyf who love to geng mc soooo much?!?! Tsk!. BB is sick, yet going to work till 1am tonight. Later he gonna come find me. Going to bring his beloved daughter for him. Teeeheee. & I'll be going to Hougang Mall outlet tml. Damn excited!
On a side note, I'm going to upload a photo. Like finally I know! My pinky rosey helmet with bling bling stick by my sweetest boyf! He stick all the crystals by himself for an hour, except for a few that is stick by me lah. Compare with him and me, mine is totally cmi. I stick my mp3 with the remaining crystals and there're alot popping out! *Shake head*
Chio anot?!?!?! In the picture not very bling cos of the light and lousy 3.2mp hp camera I'm using. But in real life really damn blinggxzxz!
Next off day gonna go Arab Street again to buy more crystals to stick on the top. I cannot deny I have the best boyf who treat me so god damn good lor. Which guy is willing to stick all these so niang things for his girlf?! I think he's the first guy to do all these bling on earth!
Baby, I love euuuuuuuuu! ♥♥
Labels: First Bling Bling Project
Happy 17th months ♥♥♥!
Currently working on a big project with a new make friend just for you and me. Something for you to bring to camp so you'll miss me day and night without fail. Heeheee. When I first saw it, I fell in love with it and I know I must get my hands on it. Something that's priceless and you can't get it elsewhere. I swear you'll love it to the bits! :)
Its wed again! Offffffff daaaeeeeeeee! ♥
Labels: 17th Monthsary
When ppl ask how me and boyf can last when we hardly send 5 texts everyday or even talk on phone, I smiled. I know this is something not we want. Given the obstacles we went through in the past, even worst things happened before. ;)
Others say, so near yet so far. But to me, its so far yet so near.
He may be faraway from me, but his heart is always near to me. ♥
Just 2 more days, I'll be saying Happy 17th Monthsary to him. ♥♥♥
Found a pair of small portable SE speakers at workplace. Now is priceless already I guess. Got money also cannot buy. Really cuteee and basey. So now I must remember to charge my phone every night before going to workplace. I copied all my fav songs from mp3 to phonee alrdy. Teeheee! So I can 'blast' it at work when I feel like sleeping. Tsk!.
Wed going to Tamp 1 to find bling bling case for iphonee. Gonna get on hands next sat when stock arrive. Wohoo!~ Maybe to Arab street to find crystals and diy myself a hardcover. I think my eyes will get blingkxzxz by the crystals. (@.@)
Been caculating my budget almost everyday for this month. I swear I only left $100 in my wallet. Waiting for my commission to cash out but seriously not much. Die! Overspend already.
I still gonna buy bling bling iPhone case, the pouch and maybe the external backup batt pack. The batt pack can wait, but the bling bling case and pouch cannot! Sibei gan jiong to buy lor! I found a kind of pouchie I want online but not the bling case yet. Off day faster come pleasee. Gonna hunt for a blingie case w boyf. Btw, I still haven get my iPhone, & its not the 4G version. I swear it looks really ugly...
Sooooo, he uses the money and change exhaust pipe. Now he love his pipe more than me. ITS JUST ONLY A PIPE LOR! &*%$#!@^*
Why guys love to pump in so much money on bike things uh? If he bother to caculate, in just 2 days spend more than $700 on bike stuffs already. Might as well buy the whole shop down!!!! If girls spend a lil money on shopping, guys will tend to kpkb say the things we buy are useless. Den if guys can spend $100 on LED light just around the meter, NOT CRAZY MEH?!?!?! RIGHT BOYF?!
I rather you spend the money buy one super comfortable feather seat for me so my butt will not hurt or rub against it. I swear I will never wear shorts when sitting on bike anymore!!!!!!!!!!
Drink quite alot of beer till boyf say my whole body reek of alcohol smell. And I ain't drunk loh! Just having a lil gastic pain. But after eating Mac breakfast I'm fine again. Super niceeeee of boyf to help me cut my hotcakeees. Too tired to move already..
Beer this time. Perhaps liquor will make me knock out flat. Maybe can try next time. Teehee. & baby sure gonna kill and slap me. But me never misbehave last night. Because his words went through my head hard already. If not next time I won't have the chance to drink again. He'll sure find means and ways to catch me back. Pattern 10 years also won't change. ;D
Its wed again! Off day once a week really not enough. Need to get navel stud balls cos I always drop and lost them. And if time permits, to Clark Quay for Sticky candies! Yum yum! ^^
Happy 19th a day advance, Miss Stella Tay Xinyi!
Me no forget about your bday hor! ^^
Not sure if they gonna drink. I just hope if boyf gonna come pick me and we're on our way, I won't puke in my helmet. There's once I only drink about one cup, I almost puke at the petrol station when baby is pumping petrol. Now with full face w/o the flip up, its much more harder to control I guess. Because your head is suffocating in the lil space.
Baby once say this. If we're out playing, we should have discipline and behave ourself. Not anyhow do stupid things and get caught. I once tried to be superwoman and injure myself. He's already unhappy with it. Thank god he didn't nag at me about this. Heeeh. Madelineeeeee, must learn to control! :)
p/s : A lil surprise on the way! Can't wait for it to be done! :D
Madelineeee, no more dropping of helmet or anyhow put on floor liao. Want to drop also not infront of him. If not boyf gonna scream at you again for always dropping of helmet! Just imagine his ultimate kp-ness for don't know how long. Wohoo!~ Shiok!~ HAHAHA!
I swear that S4 really damn fast, yet smooth and steady w/o those smelly kp noisy exhaust pipe sound. Yet I almost fall back once. Sibei kam gong I know. We stop at traffic light, boyf suddenly move on and I never grab onto him. That's why need full face helmet what! Want die also must die with a normal face. If not also wont waste money to buy it.
I also want to complain another thing, the seat got one extra leather stripe that makes my leg and butt pain. I always slide down to boyf seat when he tries to slow down. Or S4 is like that one sia? Den I must adjust my butt back to my own seat again. Damn troublesome lor. Behind also no box and nothing to grab.
I ask boyf if he can put a small lil back seat like phantom behind and he's laughing like a mad man saying where got ppl put back seat on S4. Nbcb! Only know how to laugh. Never think about my safety. Last time I use to kp say die also must put box so I can lie down. Den now I don't want the box liao. I swear if he put, I gonna have a hard time coming up and down. Okay, so now I must get use to a box-less bike. Everything is alright, just that the coming up and down part jitao very sian.
Lastly, I hope boyf will take all my points into consideration and do something about it!!!!!!!!!
Really cannot wait to kick you to NS. Still got a month more to go! After that we're so gonna go in and out M'sia every weekend nights for supper! S'pore supper eat till sian liaooo. & find that cute ang mor for another ink again. I promise I will not shout so loud or pinch you this time round. Teehee. Both me and my passport are waiting for you! ;)
Madeline. 
Healthy YOU.