You still remember the first time we meet? In case you've forgotten, I'll help you recapture everything back! Turning back time to 2 Jan'09....

The first time I approach you. I talk to you. I follow you. I see you cooking. I be your helper. (I still remember you cooking some sweet potato dessert with ginger in it! But I never even eat it. Tsk!) We change out of uniform to have a stick. You brought me a drink. We secretly have a stick in the toilet. We exchange numbers. You waited for me to end work. I went up your place. I love your super big bed. You went out and throw me alone at home watching tv...

I thought we will stop contacting each other from that day onwards, yet it issin't. I don't know what and why make us super close together, make us having alot to say to each other..

And then the skipping school days came! 6 days attatchment I end up going 5 days. 5 days school I will only go for 4 days. Seeing doctor at private or polyc have been a weekly routine for us. We pay money just to spend time together. But every minute and second past so fast. And I'm always looking forward to friday!

For the one and half months, there're a few times you ask if I would like to be your girlf. But I rejected you straight w/o thinking. Cause its a lil too fast. I prefer step by step...

14 Feb Valentine's day arrive. My mum keep asking me not to go out on this day as my grandma was sick in hospital. As she went to the hospital, I went to find you w/o letting her know. Cos you keep asking me to go find you as you die also want to give the flowers to me!

Ya, and you didn't even give it to me properly just throw on my body when I'm lying on your bed. Kns! I still remember lors!. You took out the mic and we K song! Then my mum start calling me to go to the hospital. Even if I can't bear to leave as I'm singing so happily, but still got to go.

The moment I board the cab and was about to leave, you gave the sweetest kiss on my lips telling me to becareful. And I mean real sweet. The feeling is very different cos till now I still can't get this special feeling anymore. Oh well, sometimes things will only happen once in a lifetime. If you miss it, it won't come back anymore.

That night, you ask me to be your girlf once again. I know this time round I cannot reject. I have this feeling of this will be your last time you asking me. I really scared. Cos I can't hide my feelings towards you. Me really like you la! Yet part of it is my instinct telling me that you're the one. You will be different from the other guys. You'll love and appreciate me much more better than them. And yes, you did.

Occasionally there're quarrels that broke out inbetween us, but everything have put to an end. Mutual trust and basic respect are very important. So far so good. I'm glad that we can give each other this.

A year has past. I've never regretted my decision. I know sometimes I show you attitude or throw temper, thank you for your tolerance towards me. I know its not easy to endure my stupid wierd temper. Hard on you le baby!

A simple and good guy like you is hard to come by.
Maybe to the world you're nothing, but to me you're my everything.
Thank you for showering me with love and happiness for the past one year.
I love your good and flaws. I love your everything. Boy, I love you cause you first love me.

With love from your girlf,
❤Madeline.

Labels: Reminiscing the Past

On a happier note, finally I brought Coach wristlet which I wanted it for so many years. Plus I get it at a cheap price. Whoo! Gonna save up for Braun Buffel wallet soon. :D

Boyf wants me to go for class 2B for easy transport purposes. So I won't be late for work and can sleep a lil longer. He also hope I can ride bike on road together with him.
Mum wants me to go for class 3 for business purposes. She keep emphasizing that it is impt to have a car license.

With this 2 person constantly buzzing around my ears, I think I've got no choice but to go for it. But I think I'll go for 2B first since its more cheaper. Plus if I'm able to hold a 200kg+- bike with my super strong legs, going for it should not be a problem. *Haolian!* I'm so gonna get a full face helmet and wear super protective diver suite to protect me from any ugly scars. Laughs!

So, boyf win! He must be happy to see this. Tsk!.
As for class 3, wait till I'm a lil richer or somebody willing to sponser me den say.
HAHAHA!

PS: Super disgusting durian smell is lingering around my house now. Yucks!

Things ain't going smoothly since day one of 2010. My workload at work is getting from bad to worst. Piling up from a hill to a mountain. My mum is even more naggy than before. Its adding me more stress and fustration esp at work. Den I'll vent all my fustration on boyf. He being very nice, not even once argue back with me. I know I shouldn't be doing it, yet I can't control my emotions. One of the night I even cried to him. Dear God, I really cannot take it anymore...

I wonder if my company is eating my money. I don't even have enough to spend. Last time I can spend over $50 on Chub clothes or swipe my card to buy stuffs for myself. Now I can't even afford to do it anymore. Sorry dear, I promise to get new clothes for you every month but now I can't already. I'm only paid $6/hour. So from now on I'm going to do $6 work. I don't see the need to slog so hard for the company and get scoldings from patients everyday. Now all the workload are being push to me. Fuck it.

Love is stronger than before because of baby's accident. Have been taking care of him almost everyday. A good chance for us to bond stronger. Glad that he's recovering fast! (^^,)

Had super backache so I see the doctor. The pain is really killing me! Hurhur!

Labels: 11th Monthsary

Yesterday sux big time. I had so many patients to deal with till I don't even have time to go toilet. Almost feel like bursting out. My head suddenly very pain.. At boyf house he don't even let me sleep when I tell him I'm tired. Keep disturb me till I'm very irritated with him. So I never talk to him for the whole evening until he send me home. (=/)

Mum know I put tattoo she didn't say much. Dad show me a black face. Bro keep kp say I mei jia jiao (no home manners). Just because I put tattoo.. Cb him. To them having tattoo is like commiting a big sin. (-.-'') I still feel like inking more lors. Cos my ink is always a part of me. Another add on resolution, perhaps another inking session? HAHAHA!

PS: I feel like taking my passport and run away from home. I want to run to a place where I won't hear anymore naggings. Fuck all these grandmother naggings. Tsk!. Tsk!.

In conclusion,
Year 2009 past damn fast. Went through alot of ups and downs with boyf. Be it its smile, joy, tears, pain, love or laughter, I treasure every single moment when we're together.. My first time working in my entire life! Make new friends like Angelo and Szemin, I really love them. Their care and concern for me, I'll never forget. Though we're no longer working together, but still can meet up and la kopi. Still there're many things. But I'm lazy to say...

My Resolutions for the year 2010.

1. Me and boyf happily ever after.
2. Slim down which is highly impossible.
3. Change my wierd baby temper.
4. Save my first 1k.
5. Take aeroplane and fly overseas!
6. Find a full time job.
7. Be a good girl.
8. Stop boyf from doing things that he shouldn't be doing.
9. Help boyf with his dream of changing bike.
10. Give joy to the world! :)

xoxoxo

Yesterday was busy K-ing song at baby house. Sing and sing non stop. Once start never stop. Least its free to sing at home lors! Cos Lil Red Cap is at his house that's why he's willing to take out the mic since we're all bored. If only we both he die also won't take out. Kns! Cos he know I'll forget about him. Tsk!.

Baby cook butter rice! The butter smell, yummy! And I accidently spilt pepsi which is inside my water bottle into my bag! Walao! My favourite Alice in Wonderland pouch was soak with pepsi. My ear piece is spoilt. Eeeewk!

Last year this day, we had so much fun at Charcoal. Smoke in toilet tgt, play in kitchen, I went to your house etc. And this year this day, you're all bandage and wrap up like a mummy monster. (-.-'') Hope you'll never forget every bits and pieces of memories we had. (^^,)

Baby and Hong was here at the clinic earlier on. One change dressing another see doctor. All thanks to me, the procedure is very fast. Muahahaha! So next time want visit polyclinic come to Sengkang. Cos I give piority number. Tsk!. Tsk!.

Hmmm, I'll be knocking off soon. Gonna go to boyf house later. Heeh. Today overslept till 7.20 den take cab again. This whole week I've been taking cab like nobody business and spend like $100+ on it. Oh god! Hope my bad habit of taking cab is not back again.

Labels: 1st Meeting Anniversary

Mon;
Yishun dam with boyf den ABB for some drinking session. Drink quite alot and same thing happen again. Drink, drank but never drunk. (-.-'') Liquor den follow by beer. Nua abit though. Reach home at 3am+. Next day still got to work! Thought I could go home to have a good sleep but something happen on tue..

Tue;
Boyf called me at around 3.45pm said he got into an accident!! Quickly ask my boss if I could go off early so I cab down to AMK Police HQ to find him. By the time I reach ambulance just arrive. His arm and leg are covered with blood. Damn. Too gross to be seen. So we went to TTSH Emergency Dept. Waited for around 4 hours before leaving. Wait till sian and torhui. X-ray and lucky nothing happen to boyf. See already heart also will ache lor! He sat on a wheelchair so I got to push him around. So tired and so much things to do. Send him back to his house den I take cab home. This taxi driver really want me die. Drive until like roller coaster. Keep changing lane and cutting through cars don't know for what. Majiam like on alcohol. Nb one lor! What's wrong with taxi drivers?

Stupid idiotic taxi driver knock onto him and drive away. Hit and run accident. Didn't even bother to come down and take a look at him. My boyf lie on the grass patch and even blackout can!! Nobody help him also lor. Glad that the first person he called is me! Den boyf still got to take a cab down to police station. Cb taxi driver. May karma befall on him. :)

Wed;
I emailed Comfort taxi company and complain about my bumpy ride. Feedback about the citycab driver who knock onto boyf. The executive den give me a call asking about boyf. Complain also no use. He can't remember the taxi number plate since he already black out. End work go Yishun find him. I'm really very very tired and lack of sleep..

Thur;
Boyf went to report about his accident. Den come to polyclinic and do the dressing. Really gross. I can feel the pain for him. Imagine your skin rubbing against the road! Since its half day, he waited for me to end work den we take bus back to Yishun. My first bus ride with baby! Omg! No joke. We've never taken a bus together ever since we knew each other. Lol.

Taking care of him really wear me out. Ever since mon, I didn't have enough sleep till now. Plus the travelling time from Yishun to Tampines is really a far distance. I even overslept till 8.30 on wed morning lor. Got to take cab to work.

But he's my boyf. So its my responsibility to take care of him. No matter how tired I am, I still got to hang on. I just hope he will appreciate my good to him and understand how much I've love him. My boyf is changing. He ain't like the past who's so self centered. I can feel it. Maybe this is a chance for us to bond stronger? Tml is the day we've known each other for a year. You still remember how we met? So fast a year has past. Be it love or pain, thank you for all the wonderful memories you've given me. I love you boy!

Madeline.
13 December.
Enjoying the last year of teenage life.

xoxoxo

I strongly believe in, ЌαЯмά

善有善报，恶有恶报，
不是不报，时间未到 -
因果报应。

"What goes around comes around what goes up must come down."