Making boyf who is use to riding bike as his transport to take the MRT is definitely not easy. He will come out with excuses like I don't want to stand behind the yellow line, train always very crowded..

A two way fare to town for both can add up to $4+ to $5. But if we're travelling on bike, we spend a few dollars on petrol (idk how to caculate the petrol part). Perhaps ERP if we're going on peak hours. Different ERP gantry different rates. So we always try to siam the peak hours. But ERP at Orchard Road cannot be siam!

Next is parking. For bikes there is always a privellage of squeezing in the carpark barrers at some shopping centers so you get to enjoy free parking. And we must always find a sutiable parking place. There's once we park at a very rundown wulu building at Chinatown. We were about to leave for shopping but somehow doesn't feel safe so we went to park at another building. Baby is always very particular about the places he park his bike. Cos his afriad bike will be damage or get stolen. His bad habit!

Last time we will always go for night rounding to kill time. Sometimes nua at Yishun Dam, a ride around the perimeter of Changi Airport or sometimes to places for supper. The worst place is Guillemard. For those who doesn't know where, its our redlight district Geylang. We always say Guillemard instead of Geylang cos it sound nicer. The whole strech of Gelyang from Lor 4 to 44 is horrible I swear. Ppl cross the roads blindly, even drivers drive recklessly. Bth lor. If we ride pass the prositude brothels, I will always try to peep inside but those stupid walls outside always block my view. They call these brothels as fishtank. Lol! Okay, I know its wrong to post about these. But to me its intresting leh! =P

Supper time! Jalan Kayu or Simpang Bedok for roti prata, Bedok 85 for bar chor mee. But best is having ice cream at Yishun Dam. Kind of sick for having supper at these place. Next time we should go to Upper Thomson for supper, but not sure if it open till late night. Hmm...

Sin Ming Road for prawning. Marina Barrage to see night lights. Sengkang for kite flying. Lim Chu Kang goat farm. Botanic garden for picnic. Mandai zoo on your birthday. Btw if you visit the zoo on your birthday, you'll get free admission! JB to get navel studs, tattoo and supper. Shall have ramily burger and satay! When we've save enough, we'll go up to KL for shopping spree. Sure know how to enjoy lifeeee. Tsssk!.

He say his platoon had a lil night walking exercise in the forest just now so they will be familar with the place when they had the 6 days field camp trip. For some reason he's the last man, holding onto the walkie talkie so can communicate with the upper hand. Must be the walkie talkie in army camp look like hp and too high tech alrdy. He say he keep pressing the buttons (so I assume it looks like hp) trying to call me!! So the upstairs ppl bth the 'tuh tuh' sound he's pressing and ask him why he keep pressing. His answer is "I want to try using this walkie talkie to call my girlf." Then they ask him drop 40 if I never hear wrongly. Cos busy clearing my blocked nose. LOL! Recruit, you think walkie talkie your house cordless phone arh?

Jitao bth! Don't know to laugh or cry. My head drop down 3 lines when he tell this to me. But I didn't laugh anyway. Tml evening picking up this Recruit from Pasir Ris. The first thing I'll do when I see him is to knock some senses into his brain. Very cheeky! Dare to play this kind of thing in camp. Not scared cannot book out uh huh?!?!?!!?

Tissue prata again tml night? Hohoho! & guess baby gonna faint when he saw the heading. When did I become a sergeant? Muahaha! Wanted to be Incek, or issit spelled as Inchek? Whatever is it, girls should always be at a higher rank than a guy. Unless SAF promote you, den I'll change your rank. Tssssssskk!~

Got my iPhone 4 alrdy! But this particular damn phone has a blue line in the screen when switch on. So later I'll need to go all the way to com center for 1 to 1 exchange. How lucky I am!

The best thing that ever happen is when lovely boyf reply your sweet talk sms which he NEVER bother to reply in the past. I think he liang xin fa xian alrdy. Heeeh! This is the 3rd week and I still cannot accept the fact that you went to army. :(

I hope, pray and wish that I can ink my ankle before work commence. Cos I don't want to keep scratching or tahan the itchness during work when the skin peel off. I swear I'm going to numb myself first before inking. Don't wanna be a laughing stock again. Don't wanna pinch baby, bite Chub Chub ears or scream in pain again. Ink, why are you addictive?

2. I'm going to teh my dad later till he buy iPhone for me. Its only $60 after the Youth porting over discount. I waited this day for a damn fucking long time alrdy. Go everywhere also NO STOCK. Finally got stock, how can I don't get it right? Plus I need the unlimited sms!

3. First time boyf called me at 10.30pm. Making me bomb his phone with sms and missed calls. Thought they confiscate his phone away.

4. Baby says he lost 1.7kg over his booked out days. I wonder how he did it. Plus we had a piece of tissue prata for supper on sat night. I think must be the bed wrestling. Too fierce alrdy!

5. Sat we'll be going over to Sugar's 21st Birthday chalet. Poor boy got to bite his teeth looking at me eating those fatty food. Hahaha!

6. My lil red passport is rotting alrdy. Baby, faster leh! I want to buy navel studs and see the ang mor. And you say JB food very nice and cheap. We very long nvr eat supper le hor? Tssssk!

7. Ohyesss, called up Tekong just now and thank God the parcel issin't missing. I spend hours, effort and alot of money to do it. How can I have such a blur boyf who gave me the wrong company name?! Field camp trip in Oct uh. Very good! But hope it doesn't fall on your birthday.

8. Everyday routine. Sleep between 5 till 6am. Wake up in the afternoon do nothing. Eating only a meal per day. Using lappy at night. So lifeless! I wanna work asap!!

9. Why can't weekdays move a lil faster, weekends a lil slower? Best to let time stop for a moment when you and me are spending tgt.

10. Its 2.10am now. Wondering what I'm going to do next. Boring!

Hope you hadn't forget about it even though you're in camp. I promise to stop missing you for a moment since you're complaining about having a bad flu. Don't understand why you're so prone to sickness in Tekong. I think I can take care of you better than them. :)

All thanks to your prayers, SHP HR called me today confirming me to be full time PSA @ Sk polyc. Finally I'm out to work again. For 10 days I'm at home rotting growing mushroom. At this rate, I think I'll die of depression.

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His mummie always tell me, if you really love him, den you should wait for him. When he finishes his army, you both can do whatever you want. Whether its of signing papers or accidently short gun, nobody can interfer anymore cos your have reach the legal age alrdy. So for the time being, earning money is the most impt thing... I understand her kind intention and if my mum can ever have this kind of thinking, I'll be very happy. Too bad, she DOESN'T. She's still living in her oldies world. Wonder will she strangle me to death if I tell her I'm pregnant now. But I ain't. Cause big aunt just come and visit me. Tssssk!.

善有善报，恶有恶报，不是不报，时间未到 - 因果报应。
What goes around comes around what goes up must come down - Karma.

Went back to Sk polyc for interview in the morning. The aircon sure can make you freeze! Finally its cold! Super happy to see all the ex colleagues. Looking forward working with them again. Hope I can secure a place there. *Pray hard* & they tell me the patients are even more nasty now than in the past. *Faints!*

You must be the sweetest pea pie ever! Instead of scolding me about the $450, you even offer to lend your hands out to help me despite we being very poor now. Ya, sacrificing your army allowance helping the helpless me.

I know I shouldn't be picking or fussy about jobs. When the opportunity comes, I have to go and grab it. For my past 2 jobs, you're always encouraging me not to give up. Or is it that now you're in the army, I lost a pair of lending hands that's why I fell so hard? I know to many, this is just one lame excuse I make up to cover my wrong doing sins. But some things can't be forced you know?

My 'lending hands' left me for 2 weeks. One week is down, another more to go. I hope I can go through this battle again. Because you didn't leave me this long before. The first few nights when you went in, I cried helplessly to sleep. Having insomnia every night is a torture.

What I regretted most is those few days before you are enlisted, my nasty foul temper come finding me again. I know I treated you like mad shit when I shouldn't. Yet you still put up with me...

Now and then when I miss you terribly, I'll sit at the spot where we always settle down and have a stick. I guess the wall pillars there know I'm lonely. Be it day or night, the place there always carry an image of you and your scent. Sometimes tears just flow down unknowingly. I know you're still together with me, but the scene now seems to be I'm out of love, making myself look so dramatic and pathetic. Burr.. hate this feeling!

Just another 6 more daysssss to go. Cheers! ^^

After all, I still prefer office job. As in the working hours and sitting down. Might be going back to the Sk big family. I hope I really can secure the job. Idk why its still my favourite job of all despite getting scolding from patients everyday. Endless paper work but still enjoyable. Most importantly, sat only half day! Can accompany boyf!

Use to like retail job alot and hate office job. Always have the mindset of it will be god damn bored camping in your small table for the whole day. Yet now I hate retail most. Because of the long standing hours and inflexible off days. I swear this is enough to kill.

Madeline.
13 December.
Enjoying the last year of teenage life.

xoxoxo

I strongly believe in, ЌαЯмά

善有善报，恶有恶报，
不是不报，时间未到 -
因果报应。

"What goes around comes around what goes up must come down."