What's the point of having a pretty looking face with an ugly heart,
yet an ugly woman with a beautiful heart?

Baby came to fetch me after work and we went to fly kite at Anchorvale. When I'm flying, our kite got entangled with 3-4 kites. And must be me playing with it. Lol. I'm a pro.

As the wind there is limited, we then headed over to Yishun Dam. Play till sibei shiok cos the wind there is always strong. So we decided to let it fly higher. If you went there before, you'll know that one of the side is sea, the other is a reservoir. Den the wind suddenly blew a lil smaller, and I don't have time or strength to reel the kite back, so it drop inside the reservoir! We try so hard to pull it back till our hand hurts cos we brought the string for $15. But the kite koyak already. 2 times also my fault. Tsk! Tsk!

Den I played with bike at Dam. I mean using my legs to drag again with boyf sitting behind me! This issin't the main point. At my house downstairs, baby really let me ride gear 1 of the bike. Its moving! But my hands cannot cordinate well and I kia si, so it keep 'die car'. But really cool la. Its not as heavy as I've always think. :)

Baby say he gonna do waxing with me if I go for 2B license. Heeh! But will only go for it after I got more familiar with bike stuffs and he changing bike. Yesssssssssss....!! He's going to change again. I think guys are very beri rich. Always like to change bike. I think I'm back at one year ago around this period. He nagging when can go for TP, when can buy bike and bla. Now he keep buzzing around my ears with the word DRAGSTAR. Buey tahan!

Dear boyf came to find me last night and we went kite flying at the field behind my house. But the wind issin't that strong so it can't fly high. Pek cek with the wind so we gave up. Shall go over Anchorvale later to fly again. Teehee!

One fine day, I'm going to pull boyf to do brazilian waxing with me. If you don't know what is brazilian waxing, its striping off the hair at your private part. Using hot wax to spread on your skin, wait for awhile and pull it off! The pain confirm shiok. Tsk!. Tsk!. Who says guys can't do waxing? In fact male waxing are more expensive than female lor. Maybe because male private part is more complicated than a female? I don't think so lo. Kekeke!

I hope I can faster fall asleep, so tml morning when I've woken up, you'll be back.

I brought this book from MPH bookstore today. 'This is my story' by Kasandra Kong. Its about her life story of her releationship. Its really a good book for young native girls. I swear if I can turn back life again, I won't brought all these things upon me. I won't land myself in this state.

Last year this day, I'm possessed. Strong flashbacks are still lingering in my brain. I can and will never forget. :(

Labels: 13th Monthsary

Summer dou dou is born! Not gonna reveal how he looks like till I've exchange for another piece. Because the ears are different lor! Forget to check properly when choosing the 'skin'. But I still prefer chub chub. Cos she's a bunnie and afterall a girl. :)

I bet baby gonna kill me for spending money again. But I've think of some lame excuse to cover up my ass already. HAHAHA! But but but, he's so clever. Confirm he'll shoot me till I got nothing to say. :(

Last night when I'm talking to 38, he reminds me of my pink angel bunnie at baby house. How violent me and boyf can pull till the head broke off and he got to sew back. Some more its the very first day the bunnie is at his house and it broke off! If I never remember wrongly, he use his leg to 'kiap' the bunnie and I very bui song. So i pull the body while the head is on his leg. He ask me not to pull cos it will break. And the moment he say it after that few seconds, it broke off!!! His mouth very zhun lor. Lucky only a quarter is broken off. Till today the poor bunnie got pink thread on her neck. Tsk! Tsk!

Labels: Summer Dou Dou

Its pay day today! :D

3 days down, 4 more days to go. Tml will be thur, den fri and sat. Sun morning they'll be back! I indulge myself with work so I don't need to think of you both so much. But occassionally I'll still press on my handphone to check if I've receive your text. I know its silly of me to do so cos I know you won't text me. But habits are just so hard to cure. :(

I feel like buying an air ticket to penang and catch you back to s'pore. Even if you don't want to leave, least let me have chub chub back. I swear I'm missing her every min and sec. You must be thinking how crazy I am to be so obsessed with a soft toy and can spend hundreds of dollars on her. Go and build a bear yourself and you'll understand how it feels.. Somehow chub chub and I have created a bond that nobody can break. Afterall she's with me for 5 months already. I JUST MISS HER SOOOO MUCH!!!

Its lil girl 5 months old today! Hope baby will saw the offline msg I left for him in msn last night and remember to wish her. I can't sleep well without her so I dig out all my soft toys to accompany me. I bet he won't return chub chub to me cos he got use to it sleeping with her for a week. Tsk!. Tsk!.

I think I going to die of the haze outside. Its so so so damn smelly.

Now I will be lonely for this whole week, without him and her. But I will survive cos one week will past fast. I hope chubby go is in this state, come back also the same pattern. I don't want her to be back dirty or the legs and arms broken lor!

Some of our random chat which makes me feel like laughing till now.

Me: Baby, you must feed chub chub in the morning with milk, afternoon with cereals, evening with porridge. (In chinese)
Boyf: *Lauging with a cramp face*
Boyf: I slap you to die. Feed your head uh! (In hokkien)
Me: LOL!

Boyf: Baby, what you want me to buy for you in Penang?
Me: Penang laksa and char kuey teow.
Boyf: =.=''

The crowd at polyc really getting worst. Everyday got ppl fall sick de uh? Or just come to geng mc? Ppl living at Sk really damn rich lor. Always come to see doctor. Seeing so many ppl really make my legs go jelly. Talking so much make me go out of breath. I swear, its really tiring. See easy, but you're not the one doing you won't know how we feel. So stop going to the polyc to geng mc!!!!

My dear boyf gonna pick me up later and we'll be going to ECP. Idk why I wanted to go there but just to blow the cooling air and see aeroplanes flying. He'll be flying to Penang on mon and will only be back next sun. I hope he'll find a LV cigg leather case for me to put my cigg box inside so it won't get crushed. I'm a very organized person okay! Even my tissue pack also has a pouch! :)

Its 8pm now. Gonna bath and prepare. Cya!

Madeline.
13 December.
Enjoying the last year of teenage life.

xoxoxo

I strongly believe in, ЌαЯмά

善有善报，恶有恶报，
不是不报，时间未到 -
因果报应。

"What goes around comes around what goes up must come down."