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♥ 吴婉婷 爱 卓鸿祥 ; 2009 Valentine's ♥




Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ; 8:52 AM

I've been spending time with boyf for the past one week. Just like how we use to spend time together when we're schooling. Anyway, last night we went to some temple 'tiao dang' thing. Means the God go inside human body. Just like that time how I get possested. Scary leh. Cos I scared the God will slap my mouth for telling so many lies. Lol. Den I keep pulling baby's hand say I want go home. Like stupid girl. (-.-'')

But the Gods aren't fierce as I think. The first eye he saw me he say don't always go home so late. Den also say I keep sitting on bike. How true! Feel like asking when will I get married lors! Nvm, will have chance on thur night again. Heehs. Reach home around 2am+ and didn't get enough of sleep. Now so drop dead tired. But baby send me to work today again when he didn't even sleep for the whole night. He still got to go back to school at 1. Poor boy. Okay, gonna make thousands of phone calls now. Byeeee.




Friday, September 25, 2009 ; 9:52 AM

My dear boyf called me as early as 5am today. Thought he want to prank call me asking me go toilet but it issin't. If not confirm get scolded by me. Haas. Anyway, he wanted to send me to work. But I don't want cos scared he tired. The stubborn like bull him die die also want so I lan lan lor. He even cook nuggets and sausages for my breakfast and squeeze out orange juice. Sweet right? And I keep nagging him to see doctor about his back pain. Less than one hour he's out of the clinic. Haha. So now he's back home sleeping soundly and will be waiting for me to end work later. Yesss!




Thursday, September 24, 2009 ; 8:00 AM

The sky was damn dark when walking to work just now. Not long after I reach, it rained heavily. God seems to be telling me that he's angry. Angry about everything I did. But not long after he simmered down and forgive me. Cos the sky turns clear and it stopped raining. The sun even smile brightly too.



For once I stayed strong and didn't cry. Cos I never cry because its over, I smiled because it happened. For once I didn't say sorry. Cos I know sorry is not going to solve and forgive everything.





Wednesday, September 23, 2009 ; 8:44 AM

These few days have been accompanying k.bueno because he didn't want to go to work after being transfered to MS. (-.-'') And I help him dyed his hair last night. Fun! My dear k.bueno will be waiting for me to knock off today. Sweeeee lah!




Saturday, September 19, 2009 ; 10:58 PM

"Without trust, its just not love anymore." - Madeline



People tend to lack of trust and suspect the other party because they lose confidence on themself. Nothing wrong with it. Who won't lose confidence when they've lose one setback?



I don't need empathy nor sympathy from people. I don't want words, I want actions. Keep those words for yourself.



I need love and hugs. I want a best friend whom I can love and pour my sorrows on. But who can I trust? Probably my room walls.



Don't tell or order me to do things. Instead teach me how so I can learn from it.



Thinking back, don't think I have ever threw my temper on any friends before. That doesn't mean you can take my good for granted and bully me. Fuck you!



I love my job. I love my colleagues. I love the green grass patch opposite the polyclinic. Whenever I'm down, looking at it will cheer me up. I will learn how to love those patients too.



A part of growing up is to learn how to swallow and deal with regrets. How true this sentence is!



I never want to turn back my life. I never want to return to those dark old days.



If I were to study secondary 5 one year back, I wonder how will my life be now?



Lastly, I have a wonderful boyf who loves me and I love. Even though being together for 7 months 5 days issin't long, but we went through alot of obstalces to what we have now. Yet now I'm fucking pissed off with him because he promise to accompany me tonight but he went to JB again. Damn.

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; 11:30 AM

Almost die of having cramps and damn pek cek with patients who keep changing their appt. Irritating asses. Gonna knock off in 1h time. Hope time faster past.

p/s: I spend $42 on bio-essence products yesterday again. Tssssk! Later gonna pay hp bill. (-.-'')




Friday, September 18, 2009 ; 9:52 AM

Did I mention before that the longest time I morning called K.bueno is 27 times for about one hour? But yesterday I broke record again. 46 times for 1h 30min. Call till I tulan I called up his house ask his dad wake him up. Lol! At the end of the day my hp going no batt. Ain't he a pro? :D



Time check, 2.40pm


I'm having a bad headache now. I want my mask!!
Talking about mask, I've spend almost $70+ on it already. Muahaha! Today my dear colleague Joreen pass me 7 chocolate, 2 mixed berries and 1 black pearl mask which I ordered from her friend. Another 30 pc of mask at Taiwan waiting to be shipped to Singapore. And very soon I'm going to get another 10pc of cherry blossom mask. I think in future I can open mask shop sua. (^^,)





Thursday, September 17, 2009 ; 9:44 AM

Sorry for being so selfish.
I still love you boy.



Time check, 2.45pm.
During break time I spend $60.50 buying a moisturizer and anti dark circles essense from bio-essence. I'm a happy girl. Tssssk!

I've save up $100 in K.bueno bank account and need to spend around $28 for hp bill. My mum ask my dad not to pay for me anymore. Damn.





Wednesday, September 16, 2009 ; 10:01 AM

Boring Daily Routine

6.45am wake up.
8.15am reach Polyclinic. Suppose to start work at 7.40am.
8.13am till 12.45pm. Internet, phone calls, make appointment, get scolded by patients etc.
12.45 lunch break.
1.45 till 4.30pm. Same routine plus open letter box.
5.30pm reach home. Bath, dinner.
10+pm. Put mask before sleep.


These few days damn sleepy. Always wake up with a pair of fucking swollen eyes. Got to drag my ass and feet to SK. The boring work routine starts all over again. And I forgot to bring cigg out today. Fuck.



But, its pay day today! Yessssssss! I'm soooo going to do crazy shopping. Tssskk!





Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ; 10:06 AM

I just make finish all the phone calls for yesterday list. :)
Damn tired last night that I put on mask till it dried up at today morning. Fuck. Means the essence never absorb into my face at all. (-.-'')



K.bueno has been transfered to Marina Square outlet since yesterday. Walao! I took up this sai kang job because he said its at Sk too. Den very near to him. Somehow I can feel our hearts are closer to each other. But now... :(



Its K.bueno off today so he'll be picking me up from work later. Yessssss! (^^,)





Monday, September 14, 2009 ; 12:00 AM

I hope sometimes you'll remember the first day we met.
I hope sometimes you'll remember the days we skip school and spend time together.
I hope sometimes you'll remember how I waited for you to end work.
I hope sometimes you'll remember that I smile and live well because of you.
I hope sometimes you'll remember me bugging you to hug me.
I hope sometimes you'll remember every little things I've said.
I hope sometimes you'll remember that I'll always be there for you.
I hope sometimes you'll remember the way I fall asleep on your lap.
I hope sometimes you'll remember to reply my text.

I hope sometimes you'll remember to smile more often.
I hope sometimes you'll remember how I cried so hard for you.
I hope sometimes you'll remember to notice and look at me.



And I hope sometimes..



You'll forget all the wrong things I've done.
You'll forget how I've neglected you in some way.
You'll forget how I've threw tantrums at you.
You'll forget how I make you angry.
You'll forget all my flaws and remember my good.




The past doesn't matter anymore, what matters is the future.




In the past, I make a mistake and I learn from it.
A mistake that makes me regret and changed half of my life.
But from this mistake, I slowly learn to love and care about you.
I begin to notice you, begin to understand how much you love me.
I'm happy about how we are now.




♥ Happy 7 months k.bueno!.
I love you!.

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Saturday, September 12, 2009 ; 11:18 PM

ii'm campiing at hOme 0n sat niite agaiin. K.buen0 went jaybee agaiin. (Zzz)
andd gOrt ghOst huggiing muaii left leg. b'cOs just nOw when ii nap, muaii leg suddenly paiin lOrRx.
den nOw when ii walkk ii g0rt tuhh limp. if nOrt will paiin.

ii wOndeR wHy ppLe cAn tYpe liKe tiish? ii tYpe till wAn diie liia0s lOrRx.

K.bueno ride me to school on thur cos I took half day. Went to collect results. Failed all subjects except for POC. Hmm, as expected lah. I didn't study at all ma. Heng I never pay $75 for the IT exams that I got barred. I still got a D. Lols. Beverage worst, E. Haha. My mum also know I don't have the heart to continue my studies anymore. She keep asking me to pay her back the 3k lors! Bui tahan.

Just took out all my transcript. My GPA from 3.38 -> 2.8 -> 3 -> 2.49.
*Faint* I do feel abit gek xim. But well....


Compared with K.bueno transcript, we failed the same subjects, get the same grades.
Just that GPA different nia. Heeeh.



p/s: I super love My Beauty Diary apple mask! Cheap and good. :D





; 9:21 AM

Today is sat. Almost torhui making appointment for patients. Keep talking till all my saliva evaporated. Slept less than 3 hours cos was on the phone with K.bueno till 3.30am. Now my eyes keep wanting to close. Yawns.

Gonna buy my favourite pasar malam food tu tu kueh later. Hot steamy fluffy fluffy kueh with peanuts inside. Omg! Yummy! Very got childhood taste lor!

Time check, 9.30am.
Met a ridiculous patient and got scolded by him. Show me those stupid lanjiao grumpy face till I feel like slapping him up down left right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Wednesday, September 9, 2009 ; 2:11 PM

I'll carry you out every morning till we're old


On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy..I was a strong and happy bridegroom.This was the scene ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.

When we were just married, my wife said,Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.

Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife.. But I couldn't help doing so.I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.?I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her.

At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.

Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner.I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body.

This was the means of my entertainment.One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.

But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly.She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question.

This so-called answer made her angry..

She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day.

But I could not take back what I had said.Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce.

From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically. I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully.

Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy.

Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.

She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms.

The visualization of Dew became vague.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded.

The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this.I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.

She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain.. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out.

He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.

Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy.

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs.

Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever.. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce.

My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old.So I have to say sorry to you.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.


xoxoxoxo


Nice and touching story. I read from some website/email before but its another version. The wife died of illness in the end. Very sad nor. My tears almost flow down but I'm working so ya.. Can't cry. Haas. Cos my eyes today damn puffy due to lack of sleep. Later got goldfish eyes. (@.@)

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; 8:38 AM

Today is 090909. Think there will be many lovely birds getting engaged at ROM. So sweeeet.



Walking down the pathway to work, my brain has been thinking alot of things. My body was there, but soul was elsewhere. For the past few days I've been feeling so tired. So restless to do anything. I just want to go for a shopping spree. I want to loot everything down from the shelves of the shops. Next wed is pay day again! Sweeeee lah! :)



K.bueno came to find me last night. I stayed with him till 2am before going home. I should be happy that I saw him. But I didn't. The usual excitment wasn't there. I stoned the whole night. Idk why. I ain't myself. He can feel it too. Tiny little wires are entangling inside my heart. But idk what's the problem. Something that's stopping me from breathing. I'm tired, really tired. I want a good rest. Once woken up, everything will be fine.

Thank you, love. For always being so concern about my feelings. Always being there when I miss you. The problem doesn't lies on you, its me. Cheer up precious. Care bear love will always be with you.





Tuesday, September 8, 2009 ; 10:14 AM

I'm at work place blogging now. Haha.
Almost wanted to torhui when answering phone calls.
Going to fight for a war battle of calling patients now.
Byeeeexzxzxz.




Sunday, September 6, 2009 ; 1:38 AM

1. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
- Yes.

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
- Toh.

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
- No. Damn sleepy.

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
- Answering a patient call at work.

5. What is the last thing someone bought for you?
- 2 super big lollipop from kinderbueno. Really damn big lors!

6. What’s something that can always make you feel better?
- Kinderbueno huggs.

7. What are you excited for?
- Cut of date for pay on monday. =D

8. What were you doing yesterday?
- Work.

9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
- Kinderbueno. (:

10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
- Water.

11. Have a best friend?
- Yes.

12. Are you scared to fall in love?
- More afraid to get hurt ba.

13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
- Maybe?

14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
- That super guai lan Pakistan mother. Such a crazy bitch man!

15. What time is it right this second?
- 1.45am.

16. What do you want right now?
- Put mask den sleep. More of waiting for k.bueno text.

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
- Forget.

18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
- Taken.

19. When was the last time you cried?
- Forget leh.

20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- So so loh.

21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
- Depend on who is that person.

22. How fast does your mind change?
- Depend on the situation.

23. I bet you miss somebody right now?
- Yess.

24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
- I very not okay till k.bueno is back.

25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
- To protect themself.

26. Tell me what's on your mind?
- K.bueno safety.

27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
- My bday and X'mas! Haha.

28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
- Yes. Am wearing k.bueno cardigan now. Lols.

29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
- Forgot.

30. When is your next road trip?
- No plans.

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
- Yes.

32. How's your heart?
- Pumping blood and beating.

33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
- Yes.

34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
- K.bueno!

35. What are you planning on doing after this?
- Idk?

36. When will your next kiss take place?
- Soon I guess.

37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
- Yes.

38. Who do you not get along with?
- Ridiculous patients.

39. What does your 3rd recent text say?
- Hahas.

40. What are you wearing right now?
- House tshirt and k.bueno cardigan.

41.Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
- No.

42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
- Some day this week.

43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
- Lovelle or Chlovelle.

44. How did you feel when you woke up?
- Sian half. Haha.

45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
- K.bueno lors.

46. Do you crack your knuckles?
- Yes.

47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
- Sleeping.

48. What are your LEGAL initials?
- ???

49. Who's the first B in your contacts?
- Brenda.

50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
- Forget.

51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
- Guess so.

52. Last awkward moment?
- Idk.

53. Are you afraid of the dark?
- Hai hao.

54. Do you have good vision?
- Not really.

55. Have you ever tripped someone?
- Think so. Haas.

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
- Don't think so.

57. Are you Irish?
- No.

58. Do you use chap stick?
- I use chop sticks!

59. Do you have any scars?
- Yes.

60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
- Yes.

61.Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?
- Yah.

62. Name the last person to text you?
- K.bueno.

63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
- No.

64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
- ??

65. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
- Center.

66. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
- Yes.

67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
- Bath.

68. Do you fall for people easily?
- No.

69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
- K.bueno!

70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
- Hell no.

71. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
- Depends on situation.

72. Song you're thinking of right now?
- Huai ren.

73. Want someone back in your life?
- No.

74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
- Yes.

75. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?
- Blue.

76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
- No ba.

77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
- Yes ba.

78. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
- Everbody knows about it. =D

79. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
- Yes. No.

80. Is there anyone that you wish would fall in love with you?
- No.

xoxoxo

Time check; 2.12am.
K.bueno still haven come back. Later morning gonna have a hard time calling him up. Urgh!
I miss J.kayu roti prata mannxz!!




Saturday, September 5, 2009 ; 11:31 PM

Stayed over at baby.kinderbueno house on thur night because my dad accidently lock the door. He didn't know I went out. Lol. But I still go for half day work on friday. :)



Cant believe I'm camping at home on a sat night. Walan ehhh!!



Kinderbueno has go in to Jaybee again.



My hokkien is damn lousy till idk what to say. Haha.



Cannot afford to take MC anymore cos I'm so despriately in need of cash.



I wanna buy alot of sheet mask to pamper my faceeeeeeeeeeeeee.



Rivervale Mall has open a new Daiso. Cool! Wonder when will Tampines have Daiso too..



Boyf new name is Kinderbueno. My name is Toblerone. Laughs!



Ohwell, I'm going to find things to entertain myself. Bye!


Sorry that I have been loving you selfishly and being a selfish girlf.
You're right kinderbueno.
We've been progressing alot till what we have today.
Compared to the past, we're just an empty shell.
Is you who teach me how to love you so we can filled up this shell with love.
I know the word sorry is just a word.
But still, sorry for treating you so coldly for the past few days.
I LOVE YOU, KINDERBUENO. ♥





Wednesday, September 2, 2009 ; 7:21 PM

Today I'm hot!! Damn fucking super angry!!!



This stupid Pakistan malay mother called saying she drop her daughter's MC at the polyclinic when she visit the clinic yesterday. I tell her lost MC must pay $5.05 for replacement. Den she started to ask me to find. Ridiculous. Clinic so big where the fuck do I start finding. So I say I'll call her later and tell her I'll look around. But of cos bluff her la. Who so stupid will go find lor. I jia ba eng issit. I only get paid for $6 an hour. Of cos I will only do $6 work. Who knows the cleaner already dump it in the dustpin uh.



Called her second time, telling her nicely that I can't find it. Den she start pleading me asking me for a reprint for free or to look for it. Den I speak to my partner Joreen in mandrin asking her how. Joreen also say no choice, must pay the $5.05. I tell that stupid mum really no choice must pay, she beg me again lor! Den I say I'll call her again. I even ask our nurse manager how lor. She also say must pay. Bobian one what.



For the 3rd time I called and she shouted at me.



Mum: "Hey. Your customer service really damn lousy. Don't think idk you're talking behind my back telling your colleague in chinese. What kind of customer service are you providing? I'm going to complain to your whoever."



And bla~ Shouted other things too. Walao.



NNNNBBBBBCCCCCCBBBBBBBBBB!!!!





Firstly, I never shout at her when I'm talking so nicely. When she scolded me I just keep quiet leh. And I regretted not talking back to her. Fuck. I did NO WRONG in the first place.





Secondly, I never talk behind her back at all lor. Joreen is a chinese, of cos I communicate with her in our own language la. Den expect me to talk to her in Indian meh. Crazy mother bitch.





Thirdly, she says I talk like those typical Singaporean Ah Lian. Fuck her! I'm even an Ah Lian can! Today I'm in good mood. I answered all calls very poiletly. If not usually I'll talk till very guai lan or even slam the phone when I ask the caller to wait. Lol.





Lastly, she wants my BIG NAME and wanted to complain to whoever. So I transfered her call to our clinic exective which is my big boss la. But idk whether did she pick up the call anot. Fire me lor. I'm just a temporary staff and the clinic super lack of staffs. Muahahaha!





Damn fucking stupid Pakistan woman. Is you lost your daughter MC so don't come shouting at me. I'm very kind to give you a call back. If not I can just bo chup you and throw your number away. Without me answering your call you think got people will pick up your call and let you shout at huh? Brainless woman.





I even keep her number and write down the address. Now at my work table. Hahaha!
Go burn down her houseeeeeeeeeeeee. :D



Colleagues have been telling me that this job will get to know alot of wierd people one.
Some really very nice and kind, some like shit.
And they say SK polyclinic patients damn rude one.
The only good thing they're at is complaining.
Complain the service lousy, Q slow, phone very hard to get through etc.
Go complain to MOH you complainers.
If I ain't working as a stupid customer servicer, I will have shout back at you people.
Damn!!!!















YoursTruly

Madeline Madeline.
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xoxoxo

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因果报应。

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