People tend to lack of trust and suspect the other party because they lose confidence on themself. Nothing wrong with it. Who won't lose confidence when they've lose one setback?

I don't need empathy nor sympathy from people. I don't want words, I want actions. Keep those words for yourself.

I need love and hugs. I want a best friend whom I can love and pour my sorrows on. But who can I trust? Probably my room walls.

Don't tell or order me to do things. Instead teach me how so I can learn from it.

Thinking back, don't think I have ever threw my temper on any friends before. That doesn't mean you can take my good for granted and bully me. Fuck you!

I love my job. I love my colleagues. I love the green grass patch opposite the polyclinic. Whenever I'm down, looking at it will cheer me up. I will learn how to love those patients too.

A part of growing up is to learn how to swallow and deal with regrets. How true this sentence is!

I never want to turn back my life. I never want to return to those dark old days.

If I were to study secondary 5 one year back, I wonder how will my life be now?

Lastly, I have a wonderful boyf who loves me and I love. Even though being together for 7 months 5 days issin't long, but we went through alot of obstalces to what we have now. Yet now I'm fucking pissed off with him because he promise to accompany me tonight but he went to JB again. Damn.

Labels: About Me

Madeline.
13 December.
Enjoying the last year of teenage life.

xoxoxo

I strongly believe in, ЌαЯмά

善有善报，恶有恶报，
不是不报，时间未到 -
因果报应。

"What goes around comes around what goes up must come down."