I burn my sat night by reaching home at 12.20am. Bored!

And I'm looking forward to mon night. Gonna K song with my colleagues working at Hougang and of cos the after 9pm no more colleague Xy and Jr. Super excited lo! Me first time seeing the Hougang colleagues. ;D

Have I been too demanding already?

Last thur on my off, I went to Goodwood Park Hotel to get their famous durian puffs for boyf. 6pc for $13.70 including GST. And the puffs are very small. Very exp I know. Fyi, they only accept cash or credit card. No NETS. Wierd right? Or hotel doesn't accept NETS? Heng mine is debit card so still can sign. If not die. Anyway, I carried box with me till he end work. Lucky the box material is very thick so it doesn't have the very strong durian smell. Worst is I'm force to eat a piece. Si lang gui! Buy for him still want me eat food that I dislike.

I still remember when I'm young I love durians alot. But grow older I really hate it uh. Heng the smell issin't very strong. Still acceptable. But for sure its not enough for durian lovers!

On tue night, our working neighbour brought durians and mangoes for us. Thanks uncle! And I actually carry a box of durian and 2 mangoes walking home. Durians for boyf again and mangoes for myself. I think the durians are place in styrofoam box so the smell is quite strong. Very mian qiang to carry it with me.

Baby actually finish up the whole box. Its okay.. But he still wanna kiss me with the stinking mouth and touch my face with his smelly hands. I swear 1000 times its really smelly hor! Super unbearable. Tmd!

I feel that after a hard long day work, we should pamper ourself by eating good food once in awhile. That's why I will never be stingy with the cost of good food. No matter how exp it is, if I have the money I will still buy it. So when I always buy exp things for boyf, he will nag me non stop. There he is trying hard to save up and here I am trying to spend. Tsk!.

Perhaps Emicakes Durian Puffs for boyf later and Yamazaki Boulanger Chaude Creampuffs for myself? Never enough of pastry! Teehee!

This month hp bill is $38. Damn the gprs charge so exp. 28th is the cut off date for payment and I don't have money to settle my bill. Die.

Remain at Starhub or port over to Singtel? Still considering. Should I get Iphone 3Gs or wait for 4G? Or shall I get SE X10 or SE Vivaz? Super headache. Spoilt for so many choices yet no money to buy. ;(

Baby taking his 2A TP next tue. Super damn fast. As if he just get his 2B licence a few months ago. One year has past unknowingly. In 3 more months he'll be enlisted soon...

Me: Baby, my off day is on thur. So wed night is what night?
Him: Ladies night lor.
Me: Heeheehee. :D

Have been spending my nights with boyf. Guess I'll grow sideway due to those late night supper again. Jialat.

Sorry for the cb attitude these few days. You did nothing wrong but I still behave like this. Thanks for the understanding my dear. Just a few days more it'll end and I'll be back to normal. You know what I mean. ;)

I know my past few post very emo as if I'm at the edge of breaking up with boyf. But actually we're doing perfectly fine. Heehee. Maybe mood swings are here but confirm not pms. On a happier note, I think God pity me for being alone for the past few weeks nights so he gave me a surprise today. Baby going to work morning shift instead of night. Yessss...!!! Anyway, I didn't like it when he's working at night. Super hard to communicate with him. Plus his work doesn't allow him to carry hp with him. Dumb ass. But I'm still happy anyway. :D

And, And, And...

TODAY IS THE FIRST TIME I WALK HOME

WITH JINGRU AND SMOKE TOGETHER WITH

HER AFTER WORKING THERE FOR A MONTH.

Xy and Jr force me to write this in the biggest font so here it is. Me still bold it hor! Glad that I'm settling quite well with work and getting use to the 10 hours working time. We're colleagues from 11am till 9pm and after that we're strangers after we step out of the shop. Tsssssk..!!

Distance doesn't really matter if you really love the person. What matters most is your honesty and trust for that relationship to work out.

But what if the basic honesty and trust can't even be fulfilled?

Acceptance from others, is a great blessing for ourselves.
How can we move on, without being accepted?

Stay on, continue living this happy go lucky life.
Move on, forget the past and embrace the future.
Let go, putting a full stop to everything.

Which do you choose?

"I choose to let go." - Madeline

Today marks our 15 months together. How time flies.


If I have 24 hours to live, I will spend 23 hours with you and the remaining 1 hour to find someone who is willing to spend the rest of her life with you.

If you were to ask if I'll wait for you, my reply is I don't know. I won't give you an answer that I'm not confident in doing it.

If one day I were to leave you, its not because I don't love you. There must be a secret hidden beneath it for me to know, for you to find out.

If I said words that are hurtful to you, it all ain't true. Because all are a pack of lies and it hurts me a thousand million times.

If I could turn back time, it will be the first day I meet you. I will rewrite history and not let the same thing to happen again.

Labels: 15th Monthsary

Sweetie, happy 7 months old! Mummie love you. I know I've been neglecting you when you need me most, yet you're always by my side when I needed you. Mummie hate this too. But due to my new work, you'll understand my situation right? Once my good girl, always my good girl. ♥

Some things are best not to know. But the more you wanna resist, the more the temptation come. And when you know the answer, end up you will be feeling hurt. However hard you try to forget about the best answer, it will still be lingering inside your mind even though you know it has happen long time ago. ♥

Madeline.
13 December.
Enjoying the last year of teenage life.

xoxoxo

I strongly believe in, ЌαЯмά

善有善报，恶有恶报，
不是不报，时间未到 -
因果报应。

"What goes around comes around what goes up must come down."