Meet baby at 5.30am just nao in the morning. Crazy I know. Though only for a short while, but better than nothing. And he say me slim down liao! Legs not so fat like before. Jitao make me wanna fly in the air. Laughs! That's the power of not taking regular meals and walking home. I swear I'm going to be a small size girl. Baby gonna go NS in 4 months time so confirm will slim down. I cannot be fat too!!

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care.
Would you die for me,
Would you run with me,
And never look back?

Would you be there to love to be with me,
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
To take my breath away?

If I'm away, would you still think of me?
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away?

I may not be your first, but to be your last would be perfect. (L)

Labels: Would You Be There

The one who will stay awake the whole morning just to see me sleep.
The one who will come finding me even if its only awhile.
The one who love whining and teh-ing at me.
The one who is willing to grow fat and eat supper with me.
The one who know what I'm going to do next.

You're the one who show me the meaning of love.
You're the one who I always rely on.
You're the one who dote on me pricelessly.
You're the one who never fail to make me smile radiantly.
You're the one who always stand by me.

I know 4 months later you'll be serving NS. Something which I hate to happen gonna happen soon. Though I won't know what will happen to us till then, but I will wait, wait for this 2 long years to end. I know you'll be waiting for me too right? Cos you say you'll only love me and hold my hand. Words said cannot be taken back. I don't care!! ;)

& I love you precious! ♥

Labels: He's The One

When he's sleeping, I'm working.

Sibei jialat lor!

So the buey tahan me, set alarm to wake up at 4.30am for the past 2 nights just to text him and make sure he's safe at home. 1h 30min later I will continue to sleep till 10am to prepare for work. And my next off day I think I will be very lonely. Nice one!

Which means I can only see him next week PROVIDED IF he request for same off day as me or off one night before my off. But I think will be hard since he CANNOT request as it is random pick! But let me tell you this BABY, most probably I will fix my off on TUESDAY so you better do something to it! ;)

Last night me and him went Kbox and sing till 3am. $8 nett only lo!!! Super cheap right?!?! But promotion only on weekdays and end till end of june. That's what the lady/guy told me. Reach home 4.30am really knock me out.

Baby gonna get enlisted in Aug. Poor poor me. :(

Baby,

Today marks the first day of our 14 months. Thank you for standing by me in the last 13 months. I know 14 months is neither long nor short. There's still a long way for me to understand you better. The changes and effort you put in this relationship, I can see and feel it. You once said before; The moment you choose me is like choosing a package. There must be things that you love and dislike. Me too, I'm trying hard to change the dislike to your like. If you can change, why can't I?

No worries, you've been a great boyf. Just like the draggy you wanted, there's nothing more you can make changes and modification to it. Maybe the tyres, brake or handle bar? Heeeh. Say till draggy, I'll try my best to fulfill this promise okay? No matter what the outcome is, at least we've tried. Just 16 more days, you can go for your class 2A and remove your triangle underwear. Baby!! Are you happy? Still remember you text me telling me you pass your TP? After lesson I rush down to SSDC to find you. You keep saying you cannot believe you pass and why that stupid officer give you 6, 8 or 10 points (this I really forget) when you didn't make any mistake. Are you recalling back? :)

My favourite blog post of all "Our Path of Love and Reminiscing the Past". Sometimes when I'm so bored I'll just click to read it again and again. It will help me refresh how you and me started everything step by step..

Last but not least, I love you.
This 3 words, so simple yet so true.

p/s: Baby and I are counting down to our 14 months and when the clock strikes 12am, we gave each other a big hug. Sweeeeeeeet lahhhhhh!

Labels: 14th Monthsary

Friday night baby came to pick me up from my house and we went over to Aloha Loyang. Had the super big room with queen size bed just for ourself. With our own personal toilet and balcony at level 2. Seems to be a short get away trip just for the both of us. Abit kua zhang I know. Tsk! Tsk!

Though its bored and nothing to do, but its still fun lah! With the accompany of boyf and cousins, perfect! BBQing, smoking, enjoy each other company etc. I ♥ it!

I'm craving for STICKY rock candies. :(

You've been with us for the past 6 months. Daddie and mummie ♥ you!

Went out with baby last night since today he's not working. We spend the whole night together. Back home at 1pm today. Really knock me out by sleeping the whole afternoon without pillow cos my mum take out to sun tan. Now I'm having a super aching neck.

Tml night will be going over to cousin chalet with baby. (^^)

Fri night going to cousin chalet. Eat, drink, play and grow fat. Boyf gonna accompany me. Finally letting down my hair and enjoy myself. Wohoo!

I thought of blogging about this guy I've known about 5 years ago. He's my secret best friend, I've never tell anybody about him except for boyf. He's one year senior than me, we're in the same sec school. I bet none of my sec sch mates know about him.

He teach and guide me in life, but never once I listen to him. I'm just so stubborn. None of his words go through my mind. I keep thinking that he's my second mother, forever nagging at me. Sometimes I find him irritating cos I really dislike people nagging at me.

I know I ain't a good girl, always picking fights with you. But I just love the way we communicate. End up we'll be the same again, gossiping and 38 everything under the world. :)

You ask me before if I can live without you. My answer is no. For the past 5 years, I'm use to MSNing you if you're online. 5 years of 'siblings' love, nothing can replace it. Sorry bro, for always making you angry. Yet you'll always forgive me. I know you love me, cause I love you too my bro!

I know you'll be reading it. Don't get touched till cry. I've got much more things to write but nothing comes out from my mind. Wait till you online, I'll tell you how much I love you ok? Teehee.

Tue night we dine in at Jalan Kayu. We ordered one plate fried rice, 2 planta roti prata, 2 butter naan and 1 tandoori chicken set with 2 piece plain naan. Ordered so much cos we're hungry and we thought we can finish. Baby had the fried rice and I have the chicken set. After his fried rice, he say he's full already. He ate abit of the naan and prata so he expect me to finish everything up. Cos he say is I wanna order so many food. So I squeeze everything inside my tummy with a cup of lime juice. The left over is only a piece of plain naan. Nice one!

Thur night we had a meetup with the bikers. Had a late night supper at Sinpang/Simpang Bedok. Initally he ordered 2 plates of chicken mu-ta-bak without asking the size. Then I think suddenly something went through his brain so he cancel one plate. Heng uh! If not I'm going to finish the whole plate alone.

Last night we had roti john. He had mutton and I have the chicken. We dabao from Jalan Kayu and eat under my block. $4 can really eat till lao sai. He scared not enough still wanna order 2 piece prata. Heng we don't have enough cash so cancel the prata order again. Tsk! I'm having a 2 months old baby in my tummy and he had a 4 months old. Now you know why we're always growing side ways? Ohh, & after that we went to meet Xinyi under her block. Slack till 3.30am den go home. Did I mention before I'll be going over to her work place to work on 15th? :)

Just now I had dinner at Bedok 85. Ate quite alot. *Faint!* I'm having a bad tummy nao. >'(

But good food never fail to make me smile. I love food!

Madeline.
13 December.
Enjoying the last year of teenage life.

xoxoxo

I strongly believe in, ЌαЯмά

善有善报，恶有恶报，
不是不报，时间未到 -
因果报应。

"What goes around comes around what goes up must come down."