You & Me with Lil' Autumn. ♥

Sunday, February 28, 2010 ; 8:24 PM♥

Happy 42th Birthday to my mum! :)

Went to Tanjong Pagar railway station with baby last night to meet a group of bikers. The building like going to collapse anytime cos its really old. And also got M'sia feel. Spend the whole night with baby till today 3pm den go home. I'm tired, but I enjoy it. ;)

Tuesday, February 23, 2010 ; 7:18 PM♥

How will you feel when you're scolded by someone when you did nothing wrong?

I feel terrible. I feel humiliated. I wasn't given any chance to speak and explain myself. I broke down and cry immediately. Nobody has ever shame me before. Somehow I can't forget about it. Last night I cried so bitterly. I couldn't take it anymore. Why must I always get scolded when I did nothing wrong? I hate this feeling.

1 week 7 days. 1 day 24 hours. 7 days 168 hours. Out of the 168 hours, 160 hours I'm all alone. I get to see you for 8 hours or a lil more. How pathetic it is.

I know I shouldn't be this selfish or caculative. I know you got to work. I know you can't always bring me out to play. I know you're tired after a long day at work. No matter how strong I act, afterall I'm still a girl. I need a shoulder to lean on when I'm tired, I need a pair of hands to wipe my tears away. Baby, where are you when I needed you most?

PS: If you ask me when is the last time I'm happy, I will say I've long forgotten to smile.

Sunday, February 21, 2010 ; 3:32 PM♥

Boyf will be going to Penang for a week in March. Lucky him, can get to sit aeroplane. Sad is sad, but I have Lil Autumn to accompany me. He say he'll be bringing his lappy over. So we can still webcam. (^^,)

I brought my first 2 packets of tampons yesterday. For extra heavy flow and medium flow. Cos I swear tampons are much more cleaner than pads. These tiny bullets are not as scary as how it looks. Remove the wrapper, insert the tampon to your vagina and tada! You'll feel nothing at all. Stick a pantyliner if you're afraid of staining yourself.

Cny is over. I promise to go for 2B or 3 license. But I'm still thinking...

Ohh, & ytd I quarrelled with one fucking idiotic patient. I swear I'm not in the wrong. He's some ridiculous asshole shit person that keep thinking he's right. Even want my particulars and complain to the minister I think. Ni na ma eh. Want to know my 8 characters also anot? I'm never so angry with a patient before. He talked so loud till everybody is looking I guess. 6 Mar still must see his cock face. *Puke!*

Thursday, February 18, 2010 ; 1:46 PM♥

My boyfriend is the sweetest person on earth. He know I get very lil ang bao this year. So he gave me a big red packet (of cos with money inside) just to make me happy. Thank you love!

Rather than waiting for miracle to happen, why not try taking the first move and make a miracle by yourself? =)

Sunday, February 14, 2010 ; 12:01 AM♥

Today is the day! ♥
Happy Anniversary, Baby!

5 years back when I listen to this love song, only perfect can use to describe it. I love it so much that I keep listening to it. Then 2 weeks ago, I played with the lyrics by adding in my own words. Wanted to publish it out but I think its better to post on a special day. Though it issin't very good, but I still crack my brain for an hour plus to think about it. Well, is the thought that matters. :)

From this moment on by Shania Twain & Bryan White.
(Words in italic is the original lyrics.)

From this moment life has begun and from this moment you're the one.
Without you, I think I'm still wondering alone on the streets.
Then you pull me towards you, so right beside you is where I belong.
From this moment on.

And from this moment I've been blessed with your everything and anything.
I live only for your happiness and laughter.
Your bits and pieces are important to me.
My heartbeat will stop because for your love I'll give my last breath,
From this moment on.

I give my hand to you with all my heart, for you to keep it tight and close with you.
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start.
You and I will never be apart, yes we will.
You're just like the angel from above cause my dreams came true because of you.

From this moment as long as I live no matter how long,
I will love you, I promise you this since I can only fulfill this.
There is nothing I wouldn't give and I will give you everything of mine.
From this moment on.

You're the reason I believe in love because you first love me.
And you're the answer to my prayers from above.
All we need is just the two of us and lil Autumn.
My dreams came true because of you and our precious baby girl.

I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on.

Labels: 1st Anniversary

Sunday, February 7, 2010 ; 9:17 PM♥

Over working tend to make us forget the love ones beside us.
Just one more week, its the day.

I miss you, my dear.

Thursday, February 4, 2010 ; 10:06 PM♥

Happy 46th Birthday to my Dad! :)