You still remember the first time we meet? In case you've forgotten, I'll help you recapture everything back! Turning back time to 2 Jan'09....

The first time I approach you. I talk to you. I follow you. I see you cooking. I be your helper. (I still remember you cooking some sweet potato dessert with ginger in it! But I never even eat it. Tsk!) We change out of uniform to have a stick. You brought me a drink. We secretly have a stick in the toilet. We exchange numbers. You waited for me to end work. I went up your place. I love your super big bed. You went out and throw me alone at home watching tv...

I thought we will stop contacting each other from that day onwards, yet it issin't. I don't know what and why make us super close together, make us having alot to say to each other..

And then the skipping school days came! 6 days attatchment I end up going 5 days. 5 days school I will only go for 4 days. Seeing doctor at private or polyc have been a weekly routine for us. We pay money just to spend time together. But every minute and second past so fast. And I'm always looking forward to friday!

For the one and half months, there're a few times you ask if I would like to be your girlf. But I rejected you straight w/o thinking. Cause its a lil too fast. I prefer step by step...

14 Feb Valentine's day arrive. My mum keep asking me not to go out on this day as my grandma was sick in hospital. As she went to the hospital, I went to find you w/o letting her know. Cos you keep asking me to go find you as you die also want to give the flowers to me!

Ya, and you didn't even give it to me properly just throw on my body when I'm lying on your bed. Kns! I still remember lors!. You took out the mic and we K song! Then my mum start calling me to go to the hospital. Even if I can't bear to leave as I'm singing so happily, but still got to go.

The moment I board the cab and was about to leave, you gave the sweetest kiss on my lips telling me to becareful. And I mean real sweet. The feeling is very different cos till now I still can't get this special feeling anymore. Oh well, sometimes things will only happen once in a lifetime. If you miss it, it won't come back anymore.

That night, you ask me to be your girlf once again. I know this time round I cannot reject. I have this feeling of this will be your last time you asking me. I really scared. Cos I can't hide my feelings towards you. Me really like you la! Yet part of it is my instinct telling me that you're the one. You will be different from the other guys. You'll love and appreciate me much more better than them. And yes, you did.

Occasionally there're quarrels that broke out inbetween us, but everything have put to an end. Mutual trust and basic respect are very important. So far so good. I'm glad that we can give each other this.

A year has past. I've never regretted my decision. I know sometimes I show you attitude or throw temper, thank you for your tolerance towards me. I know its not easy to endure my stupid wierd temper. Hard on you le baby!

A simple and good guy like you is hard to come by.
Maybe to the world you're nothing, but to me you're my everything.
Thank you for showering me with love and happiness for the past one year.
I love your good and flaws. I love your everything. Boy, I love you cause you first love me.

With love from your girlf,
❤Madeline.

Labels: Reminiscing the Past

Madeline.
13 December.
Enjoying the last year of teenage life.

xoxoxo

I strongly believe in, ЌαЯмά

善有善报，恶有恶报，
不是不报，时间未到 -
因果报应。

"What goes around comes around what goes up must come down."