Yesterday knock off went to town with Sze Min. Bring Chub along to make new stuffings. Brought a dress, top and skinny jeans for her. She's getting fatter and heavier till my hands hurts when carrying her. (Zzz)

Went to Starbucks to chill and rest before going home. Legs gonna break soon. Long time never shop for so long. The feeling, shiok. (^^,)

Tml will be the last day the 3 girls will be working with me. Really can't bear to leave them and God damn shit. I feel like tearing now. I don't even feel much when leaving school but now... Nobody to gossip and complain to when working. Gonna be damn bored. Hiax. My dearest Angelo, Sze Min and Shanu.. I'll miss you girls...

我想我可以习惯一个人生活! :(

I almost faint when I saw Chub Chub being torture by my colleagues. Because I was out posting letters so I didn't know about this picture until I saw it at Sze Min blog. My poor girl.. :(

Its been 3 days since I last saw boyf. Hiaxzxz.

I want the Braun Buffel wallet and Face Shop sleeping mask!!!!.. And a few more outfits for Chub Chub pleaseeee. (;D)

But I know I got to work hard in saving money. I really tried not to swipe my card even when I saw things I want in stores. I know after I get it I will just chuck aside. Yet the fucking swiping of card temptation is so hard to resist but I manage to do it. (^^,)

Since I promise baby I will save up for his super fourrrrr which gonna cost a bomb. And because of this I got to draft out our new Letter of Agreement again. (-.-'') If he dares to break this contract I swear I will nag at him for 7 days and 7 nights. Because one of the condition is HE CAN NEVER PILLION ANOTHER GIRL. Sorry lahh! Say I'm a small gas ghost, selfish person or whatever you name. But hey!. Which girl in the world is willing to let another girl sit on her boyf bike right? Is like can you share your partner and let them have sex with another gender? This is super ridiculous. *Too bad!.* *Too bad!.* (=pPpPp)

POSB says I need to have a minimum $500 in my new account if I want to open another one. Damn. So I may want to consider opening OCBC NTUC debit card account just for savings. But the card looks damn ugly with the super big orange lors! *Shakes head!.*

Last night, I drag baby's bike with my legs. I can move quite a distance and very proud of myself! Cos his bike is so so so damn heavy (think about 100kg or more) that I hardly have the strength to move it up. Yet I did it yesterday! Maybe taking class 2B license after my birthday? Heehs.

Boyf went to Malacca this morning and will be back tml evening I guess. Just one day only and I miss him sooooo much. But get this chance to catch up with the bitch Xinyi. Seeing her will make me think back of the old school days. How I wish time could move on a little slower...

Life has been much more better with lil Autumn around. Though she's just a babie bunnie, but seeing her makes my day. Making me want to go home early giving her a hug. Making me wanting to bring her out. But baby says if one day she's able to call me mummie or say hello, he'll run and leave me alone. Laughs!

Before I spend finish all my money, I'm going to D&G later to get the super chio wedges. If boyf mood is not lazy today, maybe we're going over to POSB after I end work to open a joint account. Its for savings and the money inside cannot be touch. After spending so much money for the past few months, I think its time to have some savings. Heeh. (:D)

Poor lil Autumn got squash in the bag and helmet now. And I just can't stop admiring her lacey princess head band. Tssk!.

PS: I feel like inking the word "Autumn♥" on my body. Best is on my big tights cover that horrible scar when I shave my leg hair. So ugly lors!

I'm glad that baby has found a job that he like. All thanks to me! Accidently flip through the newspaper, accidently went for the interview, accidently meet the very nice guy outside and accidently sign the contract. But it issin't accidently. Its fated!

I know that when he start work officially, we gonna have less time for each other. But its okay. Cos I love Lil Autumn with me! :)

My mum just came back from Taiwan and she brought a blue Long Champ handbag for me! Omg! Great for bike and rainy days use cos its waterproof. Though is just a small bag, but still I love it. Appreciated!

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I feel like making a Summer Dou Dou for you. But I think end up it will be landed in my house. Heeh. Like this Chub Chub will have somebody to accompany her mah! :D

I'm going home later to nap for a few more hours. Damn fucking tired with only 3 hours of sleep. Oh God! Now I feel that my brain has worms growing in it giving me a damn headache. Jialat. Still got 3 more hours before knocking off. And I feel like going out tonight. Cos its sat!

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Although we're just together for months, but I hope we can make it through the years.
I don't want a boy, I need a man. ♥

Baby and I must be the most childish couple ever. Last evening we watch Snow White and the 7 dwafs VCD which I found in his cupboard. Really nice lor! I remember I had the same VCD which I watch during young time too. But somehow the VCD has lost. Anyway, its nice to have the childhood feeling again. And I'm going to watch every single cartoon VCD he has. Tssssk!.

PS: My tattoo seems to have start to itch a little and I'm feeling so damn uncomfortable. Hope I won't have itchy hands and scratch it. The orh cheh feeling really sux.

Wake up today with a super backache around my waist. The tattoo seems to swell and have the orh cheh (blueblack) feeling. Once touch, it hurts. Den the ink seems to be fading, dropping or however you describe it. It stain my pants and clothes! Tattoo is so much harder to take care compared to piercing. :(

Tml is Chub Chub one month! I believe she has a soul in her. She's such a cuddly babie bunnie!.

PS: Do you know that the 3 days we didn't meet, I miss you so much till tears roll down my cheeks, drop onto Chub Chub, & absorb into her skin. Cos I'm afraid to lose you...

I'm just back home after a long day outside. Going to JB with baby today is a fruitful one. Almost wanted to chicken out the last minute but I didn't. See the top picture and you will know what we went in for right? Muahahaha! Can't believe a girl like me who is so afraid of pain go put tattoo. And its on the waist! That's the most painful part from what most people have said. Wanted to put a kimono girl with cherry blossoms on my back which I found on the net. But due to money constraint, I didn't. Maybe next time again? :D

Poor baby, hand got pinch by me so hard till he keep making noise. Sorry lahhh! Although its pain, but still bearable. Its really bearable! I feel that piercing navel more pain cos I fainted. Lols. Throughout the whole process I keep shouting and screaming esp at the spine area. Horrible feeling. Bend down for almost one hour till my leg hurts. Carry Chub Chub and I pity her. Cos I bite her ear and squeeze her hands. Oppps..! Was listening to song and I still can sing sia! Also keep talking to baby. But most of the time words that come out from my mouth are Nb Cb Pain. Haas.

But still worth it. Baby is proud of me and keep looking cos he love it. Think he's mad. Anyway, he promise to get me a gold chain if I put tattoo. Heeeeeeeh! At night we meet Ah Hong the Little Red Cap to 85 for supper. And now I'm hungry again! Okay, I promise to hit the gym real soon for some working out sessions. Need to slim down after putting tattoo ma! =P

Think next sat we will be going in to JB again cos baby wanna ink himself too. Bui tahan him la. So many tattoo le still wanna ink. But now I understand why people say ink one le still feel like getting another one. Now I really feel like inking myself more manx! Esp the kimono girl and a leg anklet tattoo. Tssssk!. Okay, gonna sleep now. Good night people!

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Anyway, we're going in to Msia tml to do somethingggggggg. Actually our intention is to buy bras for me. Cos really cheap ma! But we move our attention to another thing else. Guess we will stay in for a long period of time. Hope I won't be a scary cat last minute and back out. Boo-hoo! It will be a secret for the time being. (:D)

Just yesterday I think I've swipe $100+ on my card with my bank now leaving with 2 digit. Lols. Brought a bag for baby at Bugis Street and den clothes for Chub Chub at Plaza Sing. Her clothes almost cost me $50 lors! But I still love it. I swear that I'm going to get her the wedding set next time round.

Okay, let me show you her new clothes! *excited!.* *excited!.* :D

Chub Chub says: " My daddie help me wear my new Kimono costume!. Ain't I lucky? :) "

"Nope, I ain't a geisha. I'm a gu niang!!!."

"Showing you my pi pi back view!."

I love the ribbon details but its kind of irritating. Chub Chub is not fat enough and it keep dropping down no matter how tight I tie.

"Underneath my kimono I have this kitty kitty panties! Cos my mummie scared I zao geng and let other bunnies peep at me!."

"But the peeping Tom is my mummie! Cos she suddenly stripe my clothes away!!! If my daddie is here he will stop this tragedy from happening! Hurhur!."

"Den I faster cover my breast just in case other perverts like my mummie keep staring at me!."

"Mummie scared I cold. She faster make magic and this hoddie appears!."

At first she put my ears inside the hood, but I don't like..."

"Den she take my ears out. I'm a happy bunnie with that kitty kitty panties underneath! And I don't want to have a fat tummy like my daddie and mummie. Hurhur!."

Okay, the end. I know its crap and stupid. Lols!
This is the Alice in Wonderland pouch I'm talking about! Arrive in my mail today!
I'm a happy happy girl! :D

PS: I lost my keys, ibanking device and the small perfume bottle on sat. Now I think I lost my perfume bottle again despite buying it for the 2nd time. Jialat!

Did I mention before my mum has fly off to Taiwan today and will only be back 2 weeks later? My younger brother will be going to Korea this coming friday and be back 1 week later. Why not whole family go on holiday so I can have the whole house with baby again. Those 4 days 3 nights were really precious and enjoyable. (L)

Madeline.
13 December.
Enjoying the last year of teenage life.

xoxoxo

I strongly believe in, ЌαЯмά

善有善报，恶有恶报，
不是不报，时间未到 -
因果报应。

"What goes around comes around what goes up must come down."