2. I think I will never find somebody who treats me a priceless princess.
3. I think I will never find somebody who come finding me early in the morning making breakfast for me and sending me to work.
4. I think I will never find somebody who will hug me and say everything is over.
5. I think I will never find somebody who is willing to be my driver and bring me anywhere I want to go.
6. I think I will never find somebody who is so stubborn and not listening to what I've said.
7. I think I will never find somebody who will feel upset when I've hurt him.
8. I think I will never find somebody who will listen to me singing some awful songs in his ears.
9. I think I will never find somebody who is able to change my mood and feelings every single day.
10. I think I will never find somebody who will love Chubchub as much as I do.
11. I think I will never find somebody who is able to scold or ignore me till I cry.
12. I think I will never find somebody who is willing to accompany me when he's free.
13. I think I will never find somebody who treats me better than anyone else.
14. I think I will never find somebody who changes almost half of his life because of me.
15. I think I will never find somebody who wants to hug me when he's sleeping.
16. I think I will never find somebody who will smile so sweetly to me.
17. I think I will never find somebody who will makes me think that he's the whole world to me.
18. I think I will never find somebody who will try his best just to make me smile and be happy.
19. I think I will never find somebody who is able to tolerate my temper and disgustingness.
20. I think I will never find somebody who is willing to give his whole life to me.
我想忘掉所有的过去，所有我们之前犯的错误。
只希望我们能从新开始，谁也不再亏欠谁。
我讨厌过着每天想太多和怀疑你的日子，真的累了。
宝贝，我们能再给彼此一个机会，从新开始吗？
当你读完，我已经渐渐的忘了一切。
知道答案，再传个简讯告诉我吧。
我会一直等你的答案。。
Labels: I think I
1. Feel like getting a day off this week. Work till sibei sian oready. =(
2. The first thing after work tml is to rush to AXS machine and pay hp bill. **IMPORTANT**
3. I think I'm going to send resume soon. I rather face my cakes everyday than those irritating patients.
4. Did I mention before baby is going to NS next June? SIAN!!!
5. I ♥ Chewy Junior & cute bunnies!. I want more cute bunnies pleaseeeeeee.
6. I miss the feeling of pon-tanging school.
7. I want Braun Buffel wallet and Havaianas blue slim slippers!!!!!!
8. I need new bras set. Can you imagine wearing the same bras from secondary school till now? No wonder I feel that my breast are sagging. Lols.
9. I hope sat will arrive fast.
10. Okay, I'm going to put my chocolate mask soon and Zzzzzz..!
I'm just back from lunch break now feeling so damn full. Eyes going to close anytime. (>.<)
I wanna get the very cute handmade Alice in Wonderland wristlet. It has bunnie prints on it! Braun Buffel wallet or Coach wristlet? And Havaianas slippers too! These are motivation for me to work hard and earn money to pamper myself. Heeh.
Anybody wanna get the H1N1 vaccine? Can tell me so I can chop place for you. Muahahaha!
Ikea hotdog buns and Subway cookies are the best tea time snacks! :D
Wednesday brother, please arrive fast. So I can get pay on that day and buy new clothes for chubchub.Also to pay my hp bill. =(
"Somebody call 911 shawty fire burning on the dance floor.. Whoa!...
She's fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor,
That little shawty's fire burning on the dance floor!"
1. My new nickname is pear.
2. Chubchub is at baby house now. Hope I will be able to sleep without her tonight.
3. Hope baby will treat her with TLC and not raping her at night.
4. Ah Hong new name is 小红帽。Muahahaha!
5. I will go get RED paint and spray his new YELLOW bike helmet in RED! :D
6. I wanna stick hello kitty and my melody stickers on baby bike. But he don't allow!!! =(
7. I can't stop admiring my masks PINK drawer. Chio!
8. I know how to drink alcohol now without having rashes on my body!! :D
9. I'm going to get new clothes for Chubchub next week after getting pay.
10. Lastly, I wanna be the happy happy girl. :)
"For a father to love his children, he must first love the mother." - Madeline
So in order for baby to love Chubchub, he must first love me! :)
PS: Collected My Beauty Diary 50pc of mask from Joreen and got the sibei chio pink drawer, I'm a happy girl! I wanna get the very cool Harley Davidson Jacket for Chubchub! Muahahaha!
A girl who keeps clinging onto a guy is a FUCKER but a girl who clings onto a guy with girlf is a MOTHER FUCKER.
And and and....
A smoker without a lighter is a FUCKER but a smoker without a cigarette is a MOTHER FUCKER.
Inspired by my dear dear colleague Angeline. Heeh. =)
PS: Baby says I should not get irritated with small small things. Yesssss, I should not be a small gas ghost anymore. But does he know how I'm feeling? Does he know how much I fear losing him? Does he know what I'm thinking everyday? Does he know how much I hated those 38 getting near him? *Shakes head* *Shakes head*
相反的，我也不知道他最想要的是什么。我真的很失败。
Glad that Autumn♥ is always with me. I put her on my heart, so she will listen to what I'm saying. Chubchub, mummie really love you. Hope you will always be by my side and not leaving me.
Labels: Mother Fuckers
Happy 18th Birthday to Brenda♥!.
(I mean yesterday.)
Damn pissed off with my brother yesterday. He wore my helment and even make one of the padding drop. Got so angry with him that I yelled the whole evening. Even baby ask me go Yishun find him I also don't want. Die also want him come find me. =/
Anyway, we and Chubchub went to Marina Barrage see see look look, J.Kayu for roti prata, Yishun Dam for one round and back to Tampines. (L)
Ohyesss, brought Mont Blanc Starwalker for baby and Lanvin Eclat for myself. I'm a happy girl! More clothes for Chubchub! :D
Happy one week to Autumn Chub Chub!
Mummie still loves you as much as before. Poor her. Today must sit in her bag and on the floor. Because there is no chair for her. And I'm going to get new clothes on her one month. Maybe a cake too. May she grow up to become a fine lady. Lol!
Baby gonna fetch me from work later. Forced him because I don't want to carry so many things to take the bus. Muahahaha! 10 more phone calls to call later. Jiayousssss!
Today is the 8th month we're together.
Yet, I don't feel anything at all. I don't know why. I don't feel safe and secure. My heart is never at ease. Probably I've been thinking too much already. I'm tired of you not listening to what I've said. Really tired. Yet I don't wish to give up on you. I know one day you'll stop and change. You ask me to love and care more for you, I'm trying my best to do so. Are my words really no power and that useless till you won't listen to me? Baby, tell me what should I do?
I'm glad that Chubchub is by my side now. Yes, I brought her to work again. I need her accompanyment and she needs me too. I really can't leave her side. I don't care whether people thinks that I'm childish or what. Cos everyone has a kiddy side in themself. I'm off to work now. Till then. =)
Labels: 8th Monthsary
I'm at baby house now. He's sleeping so soundly now so ya, I'm here blogging.
Yesterday he made lunch for me and my colleague, Joreen. Ohgod! Very long never eat he cook de food already. So yup, I felt love. Heeh. And he accompany us for lunch today. Shun bian bring chub chub home. :)
Baby says he gonna keep a pet cat!!!!! A REAL LIFE ONE LORS! NB! I must stop such tragedy from happening. Damn.
Love issin't about saying I love you, you love me.
It should be understanding and knowing each other better.
Baby, from now on I will try to understand you more.
Finding out what you want and want from me most.
Cause I want to love you in a different way.
If I'm still like the past,
the going 8 months of building we've build will collapse soon.
I don't want to see this happening. I want a good foundation.
That will stay and hold on no matter how strong the wind blows.
I really hope you can be my last.
I love you boy.
Labels: The Last One
Brought chubchub out to work yesterday. She sat on my helment and I carried her. My helmet is her bumper. Just that her butt abit too big so a little hard to squeeze. Lol. Took a nap at baby house cos my head is really painful when working. At night we went rounding around Changi Airport and den wanted to have supper at Bedok 85. But its under renovation!!! (Zzz)
PS: I'm loving Autumn ChubChub more each and everyday! She's very huggable to sleep! Even her daddie also can't resist hugging her. Heeh!
Hello everybody! Wo shi Autumn Chub Chub. My mummie name me this name because she thinks I'm the sweetest girl in her eyes. Autumn is inspire by one of her patients baby she's working at the polyclinic and Chub Chub is my nick name. I'm love by my mummie and daddie. My daddie really love me alot and he can't take his eyes of me. Daddie says I will have another baby brother soon. Mummie has name him Summer Bui Bui already. Can't wait for him to be born! My birthday falls on the same day as my daddie (9 Oct) so I will get to celebrate with him together next year! My mummie says she will get new clothes for me when she has sufficent money. She will also bring me out whenever she can. I love sitting on my daddie bike and going out with them! I love my daddie and mummie most. (^^)
Labels: Autumn Chub Chub
Happy 19th Birthday K.bueno♥!.
Baby send me to work thats why I'm at here blogging early in the morning. Heeh. Yup, today is his birthday! Took half day off so I will be leaving work at 12.45. Still a long way to go. *Yawns* He say we can go make a daughter at Build-A-Bear. Ohgod! I've been wanting to build one since don't know how many years ago. And keep looking at their website admiring the cute bears and clothes. Now finally I had the chance, how can I not be excited right right? I'll be naming her Autumn Chub Chub. The name Autumn was inspire by one of the patient babies. Den Chub Chub is just a cute nickname. Okay, I'm off to start work soon. Hope baby really like the Braun Buffel wallet I got for him. Very tempted to get one for myself when I'm in the shop. But thinking of eating grass for the whole one week, drop the idea already. Byeeex!.
Labels: Baby 19th Birthday
Baby wake me up as early as 5.15 in the morning today. We went to J.Kayu for breakfast. Abit crazy I know. Den he send me to work and he see the doctor again lor! Okay, I'm going to work now. Buaix.
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know its a lie
What you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be.
Patch things up with boyf yesterday. He knows I'm angry so he's very clever. Called me at 5am wanting to make breakfast and send me to work again. Li hai right? =)
Anyway, we went to JB in the afternoon but the weather was drizzling. Make the surrounding very cold. I wear shorts and the rain keep hitting my leg so pain. I've got myself a small bagpack which I've always wanted it very much. Cos S'pore hard to find. Only 39.90RM!! I flip the whole Bugis Street before but none of it caught my eye. Ohmygawd! I'm a happy girl. Almost forget that I've quarrelled with him. Tsk! Baby also say its chio and he thought I wanted to get it for him too. (Zzz) I think one day he will secretly go in JB and get the bag himself. Copycat! Lols. Got 2 navel studs and a windbreaker to wear on bike. He say its nice and will protect me from cold. True also la. Actually JB doesn't have much things to buy leh. We change so much ringgit but only spend a little. Walk till the legs want break also never buy much. Den at night we went to change his wifey foot rest for me and add extra 2 horns. Cos he scared people can't hear his horn. Now got 4 horns in total. Siao right? Super loud and noisy I tell you.
Today morning wake up with a super bad cold and I thought I've lose my voice. Must be the rain and Starbucks we drink yesterday. No voice means I don't need to go to work le uh!
Boy, you make me fall hard to the ground. Its hard for me to believe or trust you anymore.
My dearest boyf doesn't want to bring me go!!! I very angry leh. When we past by Ikea on the highway he still can twist to me. Soooo sickening. Den the very nice me still going to accompany him to JB this sat cos he keep nagging and ask me to go. If I don't go, I will get the never ending whining from him. Right baby? :)
Madeline. 
Healthy YOU.