Walking down the pathway to work, my brain has been thinking alot of things. My body was there, but soul was elsewhere. For the past few days I've been feeling so tired. So restless to do anything. I just want to go for a shopping spree. I want to loot everything down from the shelves of the shops. Next wed is pay day again! Sweeeee lah! :)

K.bueno came to find me last night. I stayed with him till 2am before going home. I should be happy that I saw him. But I didn't. The usual excitment wasn't there. I stoned the whole night. Idk why. I ain't myself. He can feel it too. Tiny little wires are entangling inside my heart. But idk what's the problem. Something that's stopping me from breathing. I'm tired, really tired. I want a good rest. Once woken up, everything will be fine.

Thank you, love. For always being so concern about my feelings. Always being there when I miss you. The problem doesn't lies on you, its me. Cheer up precious. Care bear love will always be with you.

Madeline.
13 December.
Enjoying the last year of teenage life.

xoxoxo

I strongly believe in, ЌαЯмά

善有善报，恶有恶报，
不是不报，时间未到 -
因果报应。

"What goes around comes around what goes up must come down."