Sunday, August 30, 2009 ; 10:19 PM♥
Loggin to blogger, but I don't know what to blog.
So I guess I'm going to crap.
I think I'm still a little feverish. Can't tell because I don't have a personal thermometer. So pathetic. Gotta go to workplace tml and steal one home. Just kidding.
Counting down 1 month 1 week and 3 days to boyf birthday. I'm having loads of wierd ideas in mind. Picnic at Botanic Gardens with the swans or a camp over at East Coast Park. Which do you prefer? :D
Girls lie because they're concern about their partner feeling. Guys lie because they're trying to protect themself. I learn this from watching teebee.
If I had a baby one day, I know I will love hubby more. This is not selfish, but is God gave me a partner to spend my life with. And little baby will find his/her own partner. So I don't own my life to him/her. I will still love and care, but only to a limit.
I never want my marriage to be shortgun-ed. Because....... I want a proposal ring lor! I don't want straight away have wedding bands.
Shortgun = faster get married = faster give birth = faster become mummy. *Faint*!
Sometimes I really pei fu those single young mummies. How can they bring up a child single handedly? Worst is the guy don't want take responsibility. =.=
I kept a love book 6 days after we're together. Recording bit and pieces I spend with boyf. And I'm really proud of it. Everytime I flip back to the past, my face will never stop smiling. What a great gift God has given it to me!
Baby's working timetable 1 will be ending soon. 3 and half more sheets to go before he graduate. Happy for him. :)
Thinking back, I seems to own the school alot of money, never ending money. Oh well...
I love work because I can eat snake whenever I feel like. But horrible rude patients shouting at me just spoils my day. Stupid!
Baby has been very worried about me falling sick. Even though he can't be here for me, but he've given me alot of encouragement. Thank you loveeeeeeee!
Saturday, August 29, 2009 ; 10:43 PM♥
Somehow I feel that my health is deteriorating day by day.
I ain't as healthy in the past.
I fall sick so easily and had back aches so often that I can roll on bed crying.
Doctor says my back ache comes and goes as it like.
And I can't carry heavy objects if not my back ache will get worst.
Because I had urine infection, it may even lead to kidney failure.
If I don't take medication properly now, I will have to go for kidney dialysis in future.
ITS LIKE WTF?!?!
Okay, I'm going to take my medicine now.
I don't want to be a sick patient for the rest of my life.
But at least this time round I'm much better than last week.
Because I had baby cardigan with me = got his smell = get well soon.
I put it beside me when I'm sleeping.
You must be thinking that I 心里作用 or crazy right.
But really lor!
At least I never sleep one hour and den wake up again.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Bye.
Yesterday I'm down with fever again.
Temp as high as 38.9 degree.
So half way through work I go see doctor again lor!
Work till lunch time den baby came and send me home before going to work.
Thank you loveeeeee~!
I slept for the whole day till today morning den wake up.
Next week got to have urine test again to check if my urine infection has recovered.
Today is sat and I don't think I can go out. Hurhur!!
Blame me for having fever again. ='(
Thursday, August 27, 2009 ; 7:31 PM♥
The very lazy me skip work yesterday!
Because I'm already late. So I pop to baby house early in the morning.
Errm, okay. I'm giving excuse for not going to work. Haha.
Very long never had the feeling of finding him in the morning dragging him out of bed.
Just miss those days how we use to skip school.
I will slowly toddle down to Yishun in bus 969.
Then queueing up with baby at polyclinic or if we're richer on that day, to private ones.
We use money to buy time for each other accompanyment.
It may sound stupid to some, but I feel that its worth it.
What I get back in return are smile and laughter. =)
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 ; 9:34 PM♥
Yay! Its pay day tml. My first pay ever in life. Haas.
Nengli and her 2 primary school friends went to boyf workplace interview for work.
So today end work I faster zoom out and take LRT to find them. =)
Thank God my urine infection had swell down already.
Now I'm able to shit normally just like last time. Heeh.
And its baby off tml again! ^^
Never take half day off cos I'm in need of money.
Labels: First Pay Day
Sunday, August 23, 2009 ; 1:55 PM♥
Baby had fever like me on friday night.
Happy him. Doctor gave him 3 days mc till today.
Think is I pass the virus to him.
Cos before going home on friday he came to meet me for awhile.
Just a kiss and he had fever already.
Power lor!
So yesterday we spend the day together.
=)
xoxoxo
Baby and I hate taxi drivers!!!
When baby send me home yesterday, we almost met an accident.
Think there are 2 taxis crash together at Seletar Reservoir heading SLE (TPE).
This particular kam gong taxi park at lane 2 and the other at the bus lane.
And its not any major accident. Just that the windscreen was broken.
Also not the engine burn or what lor. Cannot move to the bus lane meh.
Stupid one luh.
Baby is at lane 2 and there's this lorry driving workers infront of us.
The lorry suddenly jam brake so baby also do the same.
My heart almost fall out lor! And I'm screaming at the back. Lol.
This is not the first time anyway.
Wonder if these taxi drivers are stupid or stupid.
They always like to cut into lanes without the signal sign or checking blind spot.
All because of wanting to earn money.
We understand la. But they're putting our life at risk leh.
Den hor, they super like to cut motorist lane one.
Because they're moving on 2 wheels ma. So easy to cut.
When I'm in my dad car, no taxi will cut into his lane.
They think the road is their father buy one uh. Like to cut jiu cut.
Den dear boyf will horn and stare at them. Cool!
Friday, August 21, 2009 ; 6:25 PM♥
I had urine infection and doctor says its quite bad.
My back and tummy has been in pain since yesterday late morning.
I had high fever too. Sleeping from 11am+ till now.
Doctor gave me 2 days mc. I feel so weak all over my body.
I hate medicine. So many tablets and syrup to swallow down my throat.
Medicine are not sutiable for Madeline consumption.
I wanna be a healthy baby!!
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ; 7:38 PM♥
1) I think I'm having bladder problem. Need to go for checkup.
2) I have been coping quite good with the phone calls at work.
3) I have learn quite alot of baby injections from work place.
4) I will be taking half day off tomorrow to accompany dearest.
5) Tonight 12 midnight will be chinese 7th month till Sept 20.
6) Dearest will be going to JB tonight again.
7) I hope to go in with him one night.
8) Passport and ringgit, off I go!
9) My body is still not used to waking up earling.
10) Lastly, I'm waiting for 26 Aug because its pay day!
Sunday, August 16, 2009 ; 9:42 PM♥
He and I have been together for 6 months 2 days.
Till today I still can't believe we are together.
Its an incident that turn into love.
I thank God for this beautiful dream..
I don't deny for the first few weeks we're together,
I thought this love will not last long.
Being so afraid to be hurt from love again,
I never want to love him whole heartedly...
But he prove me wrong..
He love me sweetly, care for me tenderly.
He will always be there when I need him.
He teaches me how to stand up for myself, how to grow up.
As time past, he makes me wanting to give him love.
He always try to put up a strong character infront of me.
I know he is weak. He needs love and care too.
So I tried to give him bit by bit, hoping he will feel my love for him too.
About two and half months later, a big quarrel broke out between us.
Wanting to be honest with him, I tell him everything.
Thus this war lasted for about one month.
I cried myself to sleep almost every night till my eyes were swollen.
Quarrel and shouting are how we communicate everyday then.
No matter how he scream or yell at me, I never want to argue back.
Cos I'm in the wrong.
Thank God he forgive me.
I finally understand the meaning of one folly mistake makes you regret for life.
No doubt, till now I'm still living in this regret.
But because of this quarrel, makes me love him even more than ever.
I tried to be his very good girlfriend and now I'm still trying to be.
He makes me addicted to him, always wanting to stick on him.
I find that I love him more than I can ever imagine..
He tolerate my temper.
He know I miss him so he will come find me even its only for awhile.
He is just like the flowers that bloom during spring.
He is the sunshine that warms my heart...
Precious, you're the key to my heart.
You gave me love and happiness which I never felt before.
I love the simple simple you.
Because love doesn't need to be complicated.
He is none other than Toh Hong Siang.
All I want to say is,
Baby, I love you.♥
Labels: Our Path Of Love
Friday, August 14, 2009 ; 6:00 PM♥
Work has been horrible for the first 2 days but it had been stable now. Coping quite good with it.
Just that cannot tolerate some nonsense patients. They will just shout at you or give attitude. Fuck them. They never know how hard is our work when they never tried before. Always complain, complain and complain. But there are patients who are nice and kind too. I love them. Please do not bomb the polyclinic hotline with your lame questions like what time the clinic close these and that. Appointment card behind got write. If not go check internet. So irritating to receive phone calls like this. And do not shout at the people you're talking to. When we say don't have means don't have. Just put a fullstop to it and stop asking so much. So clever den do it yourself. The lamest and funniest call I've answered is a lady asking whether can give birth at polyclinic anot..... Sibei stupid and funny lor! Think she is some China married to Singapore woman.
Thanks baby, for all the encouragement. If not now I'm at the stage of going crazy already. =)
Dear boyf will be heading to JB tonight. Walaooooooooo. I also want to go leh. But tml still must work and wake up at 6.30am. =(
Going to 7th month liao. Think won't be going out at night. Will camp myself at home. I don't want to get possessed again. The feeling of something in your body controlling you, horrible. You know there's something inside yet can't do anything. =x
Labels: First Day Of Work
Happy 6 months beebeee! ♥
Like so finally, we've hit our 6 months.
Love, tears, joy and smile, we shared it all together.
You gave me love and everything which I never had before.
You make me feel protected and secure when I'm with you.
You make me be myself infront of you.
I want to be there for you when you're feeling low.
I want a stress free smile from you.
I know you can do it.
Boy, I'm waiting for that day to come...
Labels: 6th Monthsary
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ; 12:48 AM♥
Dear boyf came to find me when he end work.
So I just reach home not long ago.
Poor thing, so tired still wanna find me.
Who ask later I going to work!!
I'm so so soooo excited... Greatness as you, smallest as me
You show me what is deep as sea
A little love, little kiss
A litte hug, little gift
All of little something, these are memories
You make me cry, make me smile
Make me feel that love is true
You always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye
You make me cry, make me smile
Make me feel that the joy of love
Oh kissing you
Thank you for all the love you always give to me
Baby, thank you for everything.
Thank you for your tolerance towards me,
thank you for being there when I need you.
我爱你！
Sunday, August 9, 2009 ; 1:59 PM♥
Cousins, ahyi's, uncles, ah gong and ahma all at my house now.
Family gathering uh.
Gonna grow fat another 3kg. =(
Went out with Brenda and Nicholas to Tampines Central yesterday in the evening.
But its only 10pm and I don't feel like going home so baby came to find me.
Tampines - Yishun - Tampines. Its always the same routine.
Reach home around 3 plus and I'm so tired.
Poor baby go home have a shower den he went to his work place to sleep.
Afraid of can't wake up for work today, so he slept there feeding the mosquito.
I should not have meet him in the first place, so he won't suffer outside in the cold.
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what I'll always love you ♥
You never fail to smile infront of me.
But the problem is,
are you smiling happily or you just don't want me to worry about you?
Friday, August 7, 2009 ; 11:27 PM♥
Its baby off yesterday so ya, we spend the day together.
At night we went to Y.Dam and I went down to the reservior.
Stepping on the sand really damn different from the sea.
Cos its really soft and comfortable.
I caught a mussel and tried to open it.
Baby help me and eeeewk!
After that he threw it back to the reservior.
Poor mussel, got torture so hard from me. =X Lying on your lap, with you stroking my hair.
This must be the most wonderful thing ever. ♥
I want to see you smile brightly.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 ; 10:15 PM♥
My mum ask me to go to my dad shop to help out.
So lan lan got to go.
And I got a pair of sunglasses and make a new pair of spects!
I die die also want a transition lens.
You know those once you go outdoor it will become dark, indoor it become bright.
Sunglasses is for use in my dad car and on baby's bike.
You know the hot sun sometimes really make your eyes bth and feel like closing.
Sunglasses comes in handy! Heeh. Watermark of money! Very cool nor!
The super chio and cool vintage sunglasses. HAHAHA!
Half way through 'working', I went to make this. Spend around 1h in the shop. Its fun!
Mr Happy & Miss Sunshine charmie from 7-11.
I hope I'm a little baby. So I can teh or cry at boyf so he'll notice me more.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeexzxz.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 ; 12:38 AM♥
Oh dear! I've got a horrible shit fringe again.
This time only fringe cos the girl cut so called "bangs" for me which I hate.
Bangs really don't suit my face cos I will look like some secondary school kid.
And some more I'm wearing ES pe shirt.
p/s: Bee is so sickening lor! Sms him den he give me attitude. Den next text say love me. Tao yan luh! :D
Monday, August 3, 2009 ; 1:32 AM♥
This song lyrics really show my feelings out. =)
如果不小心伤害了你 你不要太伤心
因为我真的不是故意 让你受委屈
既然相爱了那么久 不能就这样分手
因为我们的爱来之不易
我真的不想放弃
Baby So Sorry Baby 别伤心
我依然爱着你 想着你别离去
没有你的日子真的好空虚
Baby 在一起 Baby 别哭泣
我依然疼着你 念着你
原谅我 这一次
我真的 好想你
不管你离我多么遥远
我会一直等着你
Oh baby I know you still love me
Come Back My lover My lover
Blogger problem really damn irritating lors!
The crazy me might be working at SK polyclinic next tue till end of the year.
Instead of doing attatchment, I'm doing some wierd part time job. Laughs!
My cousin ask me whether if I'm intrested but I rejected it at first.
Den baby tell me to take up the offer since its at SK too. Very near his work place.
Just that the working hours are 8am-4pm.
So damn early lor! Means must squeeze bus with people again. Sad!
Got job = got money. =)
And its my first job ever in life lors! Hahaha!
Saturday, August 1, 2009 ; 12:25 AM♥
A simple yet wonderful date with baby. (:
Catching up with Valerie to gym later in the afternoon. So excited lors!
My first gym virgin to her. Laughs!
& this lady is making me damn excited about going slim.
HAHAHA!
The best way to 'attack' random passerby girls is to ask boyf bluetooth them the bitch song.
Don't care so much. Just do it only.
Or take their number.
I'll call up the escort company and give them their number since they like random guys they met on street.
So they should be happy that random guys choose them.
Heeheehee!
I know I'm evil. But I like it this way.
p/s: I love the countdown tickets at the side of my bloggie. So cool and pretty!
Madeline. 
Healthy YOU.