I love this picture! Thanks Sze Minnn! :)
Yesterday knock off went to town with Sze Min. Bring Chub along to make new stuffings. Brought a dress, top and skinny jeans for her. She's getting fatter and heavier till my hands hurts when carrying her. (Zzz)
Went to Starbucks to chill and rest before going home. Legs gonna break soon. Long time never shop for so long. The feeling, shiok. (^^,)
Tml will be the last day the 3 girls will be working with me. Really can't bear to leave them and God damn shit. I feel like tearing now. I don't even feel much when leaving school but now... Nobody to gossip and complain to when working. Gonna be damn bored. Hiax. My dearest Angelo, Sze Min and Shanu.. I'll miss you girls...
我想我可以习惯一个人生活! :(
I almost faint when I saw Chub Chub being torture by my colleagues. Because I was out posting letters so I didn't know about this picture until I saw it at Sze Min blog. My poor girl.. :(
Its been 3 days since I last saw boyf. Hiaxzxz.
I want the Braun Buffel wallet and Face Shop sleeping mask!!!!.. And a few more outfits for Chub Chub pleaseeee. (;D)
But I know I got to work hard in saving money. I really tried not to swipe my card even when I saw things I want in stores. I know after I get it I will just chuck aside. Yet the fucking swiping of card temptation is so hard to resist but I manage to do it. (^^,)
Since I promise baby I will save up for his super fourrrrr which gonna cost a bomb. And because of this I got to draft out our new Letter of Agreement again. (-.-'') If he dares to break this contract I swear I will nag at him for 7 days and 7 nights. Because one of the condition is HE CAN NEVER PILLION ANOTHER GIRL. Sorry lahh! Say I'm a small gas ghost, selfish person or whatever you name. But hey!. Which girl in the world is willing to let another girl sit on her boyf bike right? Is like can you share your partner and let them have sex with another gender? This is super ridiculous. *Too bad!.* *Too bad!.* (=pPpPp)
POSB says I need to have a minimum $500 in my new account if I want to open another one. Damn. So I may want to consider opening OCBC NTUC debit card account just for savings. But the card looks damn ugly with the super big orange lors! *Shakes head!.*
在这平静的夜晚，我变得很寂寞。
至少少了你，我还有你的简讯陪伴着我。
但今夜的我，是自己一个人度过。。。
我讨厌自己一个人生活！！
PS: 我在想，现在是不是分手的季节啊？为什么这么多人正在为感情的事而烦？
“我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘”
Text you 2 times when you're in Msia. But I got no reply from you. I just want to know if you're doing fine over there.
Don't you know just a text from you I'll be very happy? :(
I hate the unsecure feeling when you're not by my side. Cos I don't know when you'll leave and abandon me.
And Ill be all alone again...
Hope tml evening will faster faster arrive. If not now I very xin ku and can't stop thinking about those stupid things.
Now I can't sleep because I slept for 7 hours plus in the afternoon. Its 4.09am now. Damn.
Last night, I drag baby's bike with my legs. I can move quite a distance and very proud of myself! Cos his bike is so so so damn heavy (think about 100kg or more) that I hardly have the strength to move it up. Yet I did it yesterday! Maybe taking class 2B license after my birthday? Heehs.
Boyf went to Malacca this morning and will be back tml evening I guess. Just one day only and I miss him sooooo much. But get this chance to catch up with the bitch Xinyi. Seeing her will make me think back of the old school days. How I wish time could move on a little slower...
Life has been much more better with lil Autumn around. Though she's just a babie bunnie, but seeing her makes my day. Making me want to go home early giving her a hug. Making me wanting to bring her out. But baby says if one day she's able to call me mummie or say hello, he'll run and leave me alone. Laughs!
Madeline. 
